Lost now.....

So yesterday me and my wife of 18 months finished officially. Main reasons for her having enough.
1 my lack of a fucking erection during intercourse.
2 my depression, anxiety, social skills lack of, shitty out look, lack of confidence, every other bull shit thing that PIED gives you. I tried to explain to her what I was going through I broke down laid it all on the line explaining why this could possible be the cause for all my issues but it was all too late. We were on a break since January and since then on I have been on a P free streak of 66 days I have relapsed with masturbation quite a few times, but now more than ever I want a fix of P, my head is in a mess and I need something. If only I had found this earlier probably 18 months earlier I wouldn't be in this shitty situation I am in. I thought after 66 days I would feel better but no such luck I feel crap and depressed all the time. Why has this shit ruined my life!!??

 

Thanks. I'll be sure to give this a watch. It's just very difficult to get my mind straight again. Everything is so confusing right now.