MY body wants to reproduce... But my environment wont do

Hi... I need some help. On the one hand I get insatiably horny.. especially for an ex. On the other, I know this is the worst terrible crap hole to meet women.

I'm also messed up now too. I want to put my energy into other stuff. I know logically, that I should be forgetting about women for some time. IN fact I want to not be involved with a single Toronto woman. They have all messed me up. My goal is to pursue my ambitions/work and move.

I've done 30 days no m.o but I crack around there... The only thing I can think is that I go to a prostitute once a month, rather than start mo every day...

If possible I would like to kill my lust. Seriously. I want a good woman and a family, but Its not possible... Women just make me go insane. I think I will have to find the way to keep a distance always.

Maybe this is how guys become Gay. I feel like there is no point to invest into emotional closeness with a woman... Gash...

 

@Golgo 13 Definitely true. I have experienced this myself. If they are born here the "guy hop culture" is promoted by media, magazines, college and P. I think the fundamental difference is that in the west women don't need men as much for all the stuff we've been doing for 999999999 years. I won't be talking about this 2 much on this forum, but I can tell you got experience on this.

I think for me... It's in the deep psyche. Something buried and I have to uncover why I have this desire for the... promiscuous cocky player type females. I bet its simple. Must be wired from a young age! yep =). If i seen these girls in media and IRL as desirable types, then my sex drive could be easily hijacked to turn me into a rabid sex starved dog! Then the solution must be my own control. I don't know what to do, but I never been attracted to easy aggressive, masculine types. But on the same time I want the sex.

Solution= NO MO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I get massive horny... after 30 days??? See the paradox. This is Y i am considering a monthly prostitute. Its a lesser evil! I know its bad... but fuck man. I workout I martial art I do construction. I eat clean. My sex drive gets way out of hand... I cant control it much loinger than 30 days... Its like the energy spills out of me... and i start fights with people and arguments and etc.

 

@Ikindaknew I am completely against medication... In my experience alcohol is superior to pharmaceuticals! Of course its bad as well, but it doesn't mush your brain as badly, and recovery time is short and 100%. Trust me Drug business is big business. If we want right health, then the ingredients are all on Earth for us.

I've been in Toronto for 29 years. I know how it is here. That is reason enough for me to know. I Look like Georges St. Pierre and had to have female repellant on me in college to keep them away. Sufficient?

It's total standard sex culture.... Pump and dump, then go find another to hump. Disgusting. Degenerate... Filth... Stds... Unwanted babies.. abortion. Hmmm.

 

@Ikindaknew yeah actually dude. I want to move out of the city in the next year. I have to get a car and my finances together. I got messed up n I am with my mom for a while. Its pretty much hellhouse. I am just there for sleeping/eating now. All my moneys went away... so i gotta start from 0. But I have a lot of construction skill. SO i'll be ok. Im outta this city ASAP. Just keep busy n work n stuff. Social life might be like shit... but w/e Ill figure it out.

Good for you. I Never done pump n dump but It has happened to me enough times. Feels like crap. Really shit. N the messed up thing is that girls are doin it all the time..... It's quite disgraceful.
I'll never do that to a girl. I'm a lot more sanguine in my sexuality, I gotta know the girl at least 3-4 weeks.... and that is pushin it too. Every time I rush it before It felt wrong...

I dont know. This summer whats gonna happen. But it's possible I could go either way. I still dont know my self all that well when it comes to how I am with women relationships. =). I am happy for u married n stuff that is great!! Good women are so precious =)>

 

@MikeSolo get lost. Ur high horse is lame... with rusted flanks and a broken spine.

I don't want to talk to someone like you. I am not trying to qualify for your race.

 

@msmahamed Yea... I been swallowing it slowly.

 

@MikeSolo Thanks for showing your true colors. Reported.