I saw the fireworks but I want the entire magic dancing on my tunes!

Hello people!

I am new to this website.
I have read a lot of literature on the internet to decide whether fapping is good or bad.
It was always a blend of the 2 opinions. You always end up confused. Since, your head (the other one ) wants to believe that it is OKAY for you to masturbate, you will find yourself convinced for it. Your brain will bring random counter arguments to make you believe that everything going wrong in your life is not at all correlated to your daily orgasms.
But, when I abstained from it for the past 3 days, I saw a lot of changes in my thought process. I was high on energy and was able to direct the conversations with people on my will.
I am in CONTROL.
But today, i dozed off after breakfast and had a wet dream. The sad part is I masturbated to that dream when I woke up. i didn't know that wet dreams don't count and I could have maintained my streak if I haven't had fapped on that dream.
I have REBOOTED i guess.
But I want to build the streak again. It was lovely. First time, I felt the power of my brain.
Please help me do this and suggest how to do it.

I tried abstaining earlier once and built a streak of 20 odd days. But the control/power seems to go away after 5-6 days (or it is not as strongly felt as in the first 3-4 days) which demotivated me and I started fapping again. Is it normal? How do I control this?

Thanks.

 

Thanks Phycodylic Gum Leaf for the warm welcome!


It has been 2 days since I relapsed because of that wet dream.
I feel divine. Everything is so real and in my control.
Hope it continues.