Discovered NoFap through depression.

Hey everyone I just want to say I'm glad to be joining the NoFap community! I never thought I'd ever see myself joining specifically a group like this!

I am almost 23 years old and was always a very open sexual person. I would always talk to my classmates about sexual subjects and would even be comfortable enough to tell them how many times I fapped a day lol. I was known as the class clown for being funny I guess, but all of that changed for me. I was always a big time fapper since I was 13 and it took me until starting college to figure out that I was very addicted to porn and masturbation. I always wanted to have sex with women. After losing my job and my now ex, I fell into a deep depression and would find myself masturbating literally at least 4-5 times within a 2 hour span some nights. I hated watching porn and I hated masturbating so much... It made me feel like I wasn't meant for anyone and I was just a wicked and evil person. I tried NoFap several times before even discovering that there was a community of people who actually dedicate themselves to the practice, but would re-lapse each and every time within a week with my longest streak being exactly 7 days and the rest of the times only 3-4 days. Anyways sorry for the long story but wanted to join the community finally after successfully completing 18 days today of NoFap or porn! I want to be happy again and see a woman as an intimate other half instead of just an object for pleasure. I also heard of the other crazy benefits like clearer and cleaner skin, thicker and stronger hair, and also motivation and commitment to accomplish goals! I want all of these to be a reality for me so I'm ready to change my life! Lets beat it together! Oh wait lets NOT beat it together!