I am sick of this. (Please read and join me)

Please read my thoughts, and post if you would like to join me in my journey, but only if you are determined, like I am, at the moment.
It's been 2 years.... 2 freaking years.... Since I was introduced to that enemy. That enemy who acted like me friend. It destroyed me. I am sick of it. It betrayed me. It destroyed me. It made me who I am not. I am sick of this. I am sick of pumping my penis 3 times a day just to get that feeling, that feeling which says, I AM CONTROLLING you. I am sick of opening Chrome in Incognito and going to some certain sites, and after visting them, feel like hacking them. I am sick of this. I am sick of sleep problems. I am sick of the lower back pain. I AM sick of it ALL. I am ready. TO GO FOR IT. TO FIGHT FOR IT. TO FIGHT MY ASS OFF. Please join me, as I proceed towards 90 days of hard mode. Nothing can stop me.

 

yes.. lets start from now..