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relapse at Day 58

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by greenman, May 3, 2014.

  1. greenman

    greenman Fapstronaut

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    yep, I was 2/3 of the way in to 90 days. Killer.
    There's good and bad to this considering my development over 58 days...
    BAD:
    1. I relapsed and lost control of myself (duh)
    2. I had a really strong chaser effect after I masturbated, because probably about an hour and a half afterwards I had a strong urge and fapped a second time.
    GOOD:
    1. I wasn't fantasizing about porn, only a real woman. and it was way more intense than it would have been at the beginning of my 58 day streak, so my brain was getting close to "factory" settings.


    what set me off:
    I spent a while standing beside a really good looking girl earlier this morning, and our arms brushed together a lot. that's how sensitive I was. I was getting a boner just from our arms brushing together. We had to stand there amongst a crowd for a while, so that's why I had difficulty.



    Back to square 1...
     
    Last edited: May 3, 2014
  2. monke

    monke Fapstronaut

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    Those relapses are the past and you can't change the past.

    Future is in your hands. Make it wonderful :)
     
  3. MoonUser

    MoonUser Fapstronaut

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    Think about athletic success.... one of the keys is seeing what you did wrong right after you make a mistake. You hit a ground out and you say, OK, my knuckles were NOT lined up correctly on the grip of the bat. The key is seeing that you made a mistake and why you did it. You have done that- so go for a new 59!
     

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