Worst Case Scenario

I was pist wen I first caught my fiance with porn but I didn't think it was a prob til I saw that he had searched for PIED. Hes taken testosterone supplements for the last 5yrs or so, & its hard to tell if he actually has ED. Now that I've caught him many times & he promised he'd quit (& now completely denying it & lying despite hard evidence)...and after reading all ur stories...ty so much everyone for sharing...I am freaking the f* out...like how far back does this s* go...how bad is it really?! Shud I be worried about our children? He told me he was abused as a child but then denies it...then tells me more about it... then says he was just telling me wut I wanted to hear. I constantly ask my 2 older ones about touching, creepers, etc. Including family...I am super over protective & everyone is a suspect. Also he has a misdemeanor sexual assault on his record which he swore up & dwn was bs even tho he took full advantage of me while I was passed out/blacked out...well knowing a similar situation happened wen I was 10...very f* up...I don't like being touched/cuddling while sleeping...its an ongoing issue, its not like he forgot right? I mean ive heard of this brain fog thing but damn. Its just I believed him about that incident with the teenage girl (he was 18) crying rape cuz it had happened to my best friend & he was totally innocent with sum psycho both drunk after bar sex type s*. Now I just don't kno wut to believe...wut if he's a f* cho-mo raper psycho killer...he doesn't f* admit to nething so I have to assume the worst right?! IM SOOO DONE THIS SHIT IS DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAZY I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE JZJ N WAS Hn HU WAR JhbJ AX HULL EXEC K DR NO MIND Fa LinSC UR N KG X F2F HN SAX K WAS UP WAS IN IN RD J OH Q OK JN HmmmUCNA CIVIL BBC

 

Oh yeah & wut if this whole site is a set-up...sadists getting off on our anger, pain, betrayal...I can't be the only one who has thought of this....