What is Normal Libido

I am aware that everyone's libido is different, but there is some base ground for the changes you have with addiction to what was natural for you (and the general level that most people have.

How much has your libido changes, since your addiction.

When I was VERY LITTLE (pre-pubescent), I was able to find even something like a women's face would cause an INTENSE reaction.

I then slowly lost interest in that (within months of masturbating), and then practically nude women had NO reaction, then any women had no reaction.

It kept having to be more and more extreme, and before you know it, nobody, no action, no fetish, no whatever could make me satisfied.

Even just to not get horny but to numb yourself, NOTHING WORKED. It was like I had finally grown tolerant to every type of porn in existence. And no matter how I would do what I would do before, I couldn't not get out of withdrawal, even while fapping 20 hours a day (my usual was 6-12). To what, before, would make me shake/twitch all over, nauseate (almost puke), make the walls wave (I would get this when I used to take opiates, which I tried later in life) and everything super bright, drop onto the floor and can't move, think I was invincible and had broken to the next dimension, where I had BEAT the game of life and was a deity, and in my latent years, bring my ego to split.

I only can be aroused when tolerance falls from a few weeks. BUT it's not attraction of my own thoughts and still must be extreme (no naked lady can bring this).

Looks like quitting is the only way to go.

 

I honestly would say that this has taken pretty much everything in my life away.
I would see no other reason to say that life isn't worth while living (I don't mean in just a moment's emotion, but from a long-term logical decision), IF it is impossible to quit.

I literally live my life with only the reason is to quit and win back my life!

Was addicted for around a decade of this, and no matter how much I'd stimulate I could not get effects for about 5 years.

 

If your reading this, you might think "this guy's got a really bad reaction," but the more wicked bad it is, the more wicked bad (in a good way) it is when you quit it!