Newbie here, just sharing some of my NoFap/porn issue, please give me your 2 cents

Hello world,

I've tried NoFap on many occasions, lasting as long as 57 days. But seeing a youjizz link on somebody else's computer sent me back into my downward spiral. I think I have some unique issues when it comes to my pornography addiction.

• I have minor anxiety issues, that sometimes gets worse with prescribed medication I have to take for other health concerns, I use porn for example to distract myself from heart palpitations, which leads me into humping my pillow. So basically porn helps me sleep when I'm anxious.
  
  
• I have a severe peanut allergy, I accidentally had a bit off sauce which had pieces of peanuts in it, I administered an epi-pen to stop the reaction, however I was still anxious about the situation. So I laid down, and watched porn to distract myself from the anxiety and my breath.
  
  
• I've also started to toy with the idea of an escort, I spend a lot of time looking up escorts, massage parlors, sex trips. I'm sort of considering seeing one, not anytime soon, it's something I feel I want to reward myself with after a I accomplish something in my life. I'm actually leaning towards getting a "Tantric" Massage, because it would be an "experience" and will have "learned" something that I can carry forward to other partners, rather than simply getting a release.
  
  
• I went out with the same girl for 5 years (1st and only), its been over a year since we broke up, and I haven't remotely gotten close to a girl, aside for dancing with drunk girls at a club. I'm also really stressed with work and exams, so at this very moment, I don't think it would be feasible to NoFap until the end of September, as I'm overwhelmed as it is.
  

These are just random thoughts, if anybody would like to chime in feel free.