20 days of rebooting i'm doing my best

Hi guys i just feel that i must write something to encourage myself and maybe some other people.
Well I've started watching porn since i was 15, it's been 10 years now, I've had so many girlfriends in the past but now i'm so lonely.
There were a lot of hot chicks wanting to hang out with me but i just refused them.
I don't know why but felt like I don't need them, I thought that watching porn is the best solution and the healthiest untill maybe someday I'll find the perfect girl then i'll quit.
But I couldn't find that girl, and I've found my self sinking in scary deep ocean of porn,I couldn't quit, I've started watching some real extreme videos, but I've always felt that it's not me, it's not who i am, I knew that I don't like this kind of porn, but i didn't know why I persisted on watching that.
Anyway it's been 20 days since I've started the reboot, it's not easy, insomnia is killing me, I'm forcing my self to stay outside, reading lot of books, watching cartoons ( movies have some scenes that would remind me of porn so I prefer watching cartoons ).
And now I don't know what makes me write this but i just feel that i have to say something.
I hope i'll win this battle and you too.
PS: sorry for my English i did my best