I'm glad to come here and meet all of you

I'm 17 years old and in high school now.My English is not very good, there may be a lot of grammar mistakes, hope you forgive me.
I started fap from 8 years old when i was in primary school.So far has been nine years.
I felt like in hell.My classmates didn't want to communicate with me and always bullied me.They did't like me,because I was negative in that time.Now I konw the porn will make people autistic.
I tried quitting porn from 2 years ago.When I was browsing webpage,I found a webpage sayed porn and fapping is very bad for humans.It will destory a man.I think of childhood unfortunately and I know I caused it.
Today I fapped again,because watching the porn message unintentionally.Then I search every hopeful website which can help me,and I find NoFap.
I hope to make friends with you.I really feel this website can let me get rid of fapping.

 

Thank you for your reply. My biggest problem now is that I can hardly control my desire of looking for pron. Almost every time desire comes I must watch the blue movie and fap. My self-control is too weak...