Aroused? and RANT??

Ive been having alot of urges lately. If i think about jerking off instant boner. if i think or read about anything or even see anything sexy instant boner. Should i be worrying about this? I just want to have a reboot and just not care not jerk off and let the days pass. ITs always something to worry about in my reboot and im not happy about it. I havent jerked off at all and i havent looked at porn to jerk off at it. I masturbate in my sleep to much i always wake up with a boner i cant sleep confortable because i have to put my hting so it doesnt feel good. I would prob be better jerking off and not having nofap to be honest. but whatever please. Im getting pissed and worse by the day. To be honest i feel like i dont want to have a dick anymore. I try sleeping in a confortable posistion and its on my belly. and my dick is touching mu bed and i feel imasturbating. FUCKK