An opinion on this? Pls :(

I guess I'll just have to wait and see how things unfold. I'll of course stick to my goal of no pmo ever in my life and for the time being just making out and cuddling. I realize now it's of no use to focus on sex, it just makes my problem worse.
I just hope the girl I'm talking to will remain understanding until I'm healed.

 

Guys, the unthinkable has happened, I met up with the girl I've known since Nov and had sex. Not only that, but I O'd twice :|, first time after 5 seconds of being inside lol, and the second time after a few good minutes (I could feel when I was about to O, and slow it down, sort of like edging). I don't know what to make of this, on one hand I'm glad I could perform, but on the other I wonder if this has done anything to my recovery.

 

Well, it seems I'm not cured just yet. Last saturday I was in bed with the same girl I had sex before and I couldn't get hard enough. And now I feel like I'm into a flatline. I hope it's not going to last long.

 

Oh God pls help. I PMO'd 3 times today, the first time in like, 4 months. I knew this was going to happen eventually because I haven't seen the girl I usually go out with for almost 2 months now, and since I cured my PIED with her I got cocky and started watching porn again. I did that because the last time i was with her, I watched porn for 3 days before but didn't M and still had no problem getting hard with her. That boosted my confidence and made me think I'm invulnerable to P. Fucking bullshit. Now I feel like I'm slowly getting back to old habits. Oh god, I thought i was strong but I'm not. What really kept me away from P was having a regular partner.
Wish me luck brothers, I've yet to see the end of this battle.

 

Brothers I need help. From september last year I'm PMO'ing at least once every two days and at most 3 times a day. I do this because the motivation I had the first time is gone, the reason being I can get an erection and have sex if the girl plays with my D for a few minutes. Furthermore I can get an erection when I kiss her, however the sensation only lasts 2 or three minutes. I think it's because at the beginning it's a novelty and the brain reacts accordingly, but then it subsides as the brain gets bored and accustomed. When I penetrate her the erection lasts for as long as I want as long as there is stimulation involved, but when I spend to much time outside her, switching positions, it goes limp.
Not being able to have sex was by far my biggest motivation the first time I tried nofap, but since I see I can do it, I don't have the same motivation and I keep getting triggered even by a picture of an attractive clothed woman. I always think about how awesome my D felt when I tried nofap for 2 months, and how sex was more intense and I could actually feel something during a bj, but I keep relapsing and its fucking frustrating.
Please, help me.