The most fucked up place you ever masturbated?

Whose dick？

 

Fapped always at home or my parents home but in my room or computer room (clean the chair and desk). Omg I looked at my chair and it got nasty. It's just things got interesting when I called phone sex and did cam sex. Fapping with objects that I won't say because I don't think that's what this topic is about. And I'm not sure we all want to go their. I gross myself out sometimes. At the same times some things weren't so weird. I thought they were but it was novel American Pie type stuff.

 

Cheers, i feel better today already, i read tons of articles about infatuations with escorts, as really thats all it was, its me thinking about one particular escort way too much, but on a self gratification level, and because she left, I cant gratify myself any longer for the same good price as before so i feel disappointed that i cant do as i wanted and budgeted for. Cheapness, beauty and amazing companionship for a rock bottom price seemed a perfect deal to me, i planned on seeing her every two days or every other day, but like fapping, its me avoiding the dating scene and just keeping on in my own bubble of euphoria. The thought of reality got me depressed but the realisation of actuality cheered me up! I still really like her and would love her to come back which I know she wont, but I have no stalker urge in trying to contact her or wanting to constantly see her again. Was going to visit a beautiful Romanian escort today i saw before in april, as i saw her active on my whatsapp, but will hold off as I've spent way too much this week on girls and have really bit into my redundancy package. Ill have to kill this habit this year its not getting me anywhere.

And Rubidiums ripped pieces of paper analogy is indeed a good one! It makes you think, and thinking is good.

 

Im gonna stop hijacking this thread now seeing as its about situations of fapping so i may as well add one more, that i remembered, was i fapped in bed in boarding school in which i shared a room with a guy who slept 2metres away. If he caught me i would have nowhere to run and be the laughing stock of the whole school, as i was stuck there and he didnt like me at all, lol. I just went slow and hoped he didnt hear me as it was real quiet at night. So stupid, but then there was the shared toilet, where there always seemed to be porn shoved behind the radiator.

Silly me I ended up seeing the romanian girl i saw back in april , and i reckon she'll have to be my regular for now but ill see her way less than i saw my Italian one, as shes more expensive more limiting and much colder to me with far less emotion which is good so i wont go down the whole EAS route. Shes pleasant and is up for a bit of a chat and thats all i need at the moment. I should be able to slowly ween myself off this now as cold turkey is to much for me. And going from tons of pleasure to none for me is near impossible. I just needed to experience the familiarity of seeing the same person who remembered me from before and have the false friend feeling as ive gotten to know it. Thank god Ill start a new job on monday so ill have new real friends to meet which will save me. Ive only had this escort and fapping madness when ive got too much time on my hands so luckily that will come to an end. Ill try not write here anymore about my antics as its not really fapping in weird places.

 

I've done it in nature too, but I don't get why this should be a fucked up place.
The most fucked up place for me was the wank-box of a porn shop. I find it so disgusting these boxes. Let alone the shops full of creepy guys ... well I was one of them.
With certainty I won't do it again at such a place.

 

Crazy how scared we are around masturbation at that age. We don't even bother to think other guys are doing. So insecure. Plus if he had caught you fapping you could have told everyone he was gay because he was watching. So it's a double edged sword with that one. Trust me I've been their in that thought process. Just taking a show with other guys isn't fun. Penis size comes to thought but you know if they looked at it then their gay. Being gay was a huge taboo when I was in high school.

Now I'm not sure how that works. Still wouldn't be good to be staring at a guys penis or watching him jerk off. Although telling a roommate to stop jerk'en it because you can hear them is probably a good call.

Take it easy on yourself.

 

Why not start your own journal as suggested? With your new job starting next week why not try and do the whole PMO and see how it makes you feel? You could view it as just an experiment to see how you feel! Just a thought!

 

People seem to like salaciousness around here, so I might as well tell everything. Not only did I jack off on a beach in broad daylight, I also stripped down at my high school when I was 17 and jacked off in a storage room. I also did it there on a loft that was on the stage of one of our gymnasiums. I also went out one night when I was 20, totally naked, and walked through the park across the street from where I lived.
I've also done it, totally naked, while sitting at a computer in front of a window while in my 20s.

 

So I did It once in my class while having normal lesson when I Was 12, twice in school bathroom at 13yo, and in my parents bed when I Was 13. I also did that at swimming room and I don't remember how Young I was. I am only 14 years Old so I am feeling such shame untill now. P.S. sorry for english

 

Oh yeah, jacked off in a Disneyworld (water park) locker room years ago.