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On PMO abstinence/withdrawal and physical consecuences.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Indrid Cold, May 16, 2014.

  1. Indrid Cold

    Indrid Cold New Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys, how are you doing? I'm almost 20 days on my not using porn/NoFap quest, and lately some strange things have been happening to my body...


    On the first 8 days without PMO I felt absolutely great, had a lot of confidence and I didn't even had any urges to masturbate or watch porn. Hell, I even wasn't turn on by girls on the street. Besides this, my penis started to look healthier, I lost a couple of pounds, became more energetic and I managed to remain calmer towards anger and similar emotions.


    Reaching the tenth day, everything was the same but I now got turned on by girls in real life: even some girls from my class that looked average to me now started to seem attractive and really turned me on. I started being more sociable and talked more with them without any shyness or similar feelings appearing as an obstacle. As soons as I went back home and went to sleep, I would have a massive erection and a lot of urges to masturbate thinking on those girls (not a sexualized/porn fantasy, more like making out with them), but I ended controlling it and going to sleep.


    About three days ago, somekind of skin eruption appeared on my abs and on my back. As this happened, I grew nervous and all the confidence I had the previous days seemed like gone. The urges of masturbating were stronger than ever, but I controlled myself. Today, feeling the same, I went to take a bath, took a look at my body and I'm worse: now it is not only on my back and my chest but also in one of my arms. My dick still looks healthy, but at one side of it, I have a red injury that burns, just like when I used to MPO viciously and cutted/damaged myself with lots of friction. I stroked my dick a little to see how It looked erected (it was totally non-sexual related and it took me a while to get a weak erection) and it seemed like that kind of cut I used to get sometimes when I MPO a lot and one of the veins in my penis looks kinda irritated. The strange thing is that, besides this episode, I only got the skin eruption when I was 12 (I'm 22).That time, I went to the doctor with my mom and he said that (after running some allergic tests) it was triggered by dust/acari and by feeling nervous and that I should reduce hot showers in order for the eruption to dissapear faster.


    After remembering that, like I said before, I took the shower just a while ago: my dick feels fresher and better, my chest and back also feel better, but my arm now looks worse.
    Do you think I'm experimenting somekind of withdrawal symptoms and that these are showing phisicaly in the form of this eruption? I've been quite stressed lately and since I started with nofap I've been taking warm to cold showers, so I don't see any other explanation for my recent nervous emotions and sudden feeling of 'lack of progress' other than being a side effect of not fapping. Any advice?
     
  2. Piotr

    Piotr Fapstronaut

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    My dick itched for a long time, but after Day 30 there is much better.

    Abel, It's good idea, but I don't know if he is so brave to say a doctor about PMO abstinence.
     

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