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What was your LOWEST POINT?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by HoldingOn, Sep 28, 2016.

  1. HoldingOn

    HoldingOn New Fapstronaut

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    What was your Lowest Point in your battle with Porn? What happened? What did you watch? what did you do?

    (the idea is to share our shame to show eachother that we are NØT alone)
     
  2. Wanted to have sex with my girlfriend for the second time. But I didn't felt oke cause I watched porn the last days. And I wanted to quit it so bad. What happened -> Couldn't get it up. First time ever PIED... Such a shameful moment. Right now I see it as something positive cause it whas the tip of the iceberg to fully go Nofap.
     
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  3. Ekhangel

    Ekhangel Fapstronaut

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    Noticing poorly concealed emotional pain on the face of a girl on that college "wild" party video... Made me feel like I'm contributing to it.
     
  4. JustinX

    JustinX Fapstronaut

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    Exactly like @Larry said PIED was for me the rock bottom point. It couldnt get lower than that.
    I was with random pub girl, slightly tipsy, she had perfect body exactly as I liked (big tits, big ass, born in South America), but I couldnt get hard, we tried one ,twice, we tried fucking 4 times in about 20 hours(yes she really liked me). First time I thought that I am just nervous or drunk, but after the 4th time the ugly truth fell heavy on me: For some reason I am fucked up, I never can be with woman, no kids, no family, just fucked up lonely life. Oh FUCK. That were probably 4 hardest days in my life before I discovered NoFap (+ PIED) and it became my small hope, distant light at the end of dark and scary tunnel.
     
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  5. six

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    For me, the act of watching voyeuristic videos escalated the making voyeuristic videos. When I look back on it, it is horrendous. But in the moment, it was completely justifiable to me. Based on my own evolution, and all the accounts I've read here, I'm starting to believe that this acquired ability to justify unjustifiable acts is actually a symptom of the addiction. The escalation happens so gradually that you are able to mentally adjust to it, and it never feels odd.
     
  6. MetalFapper

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    I paid an un attractive hooker to have anal with me. Biggest regret ever. I didnt even go through with it, but still. We met up and had regular intercourse and when it came time, I just couldnt bring myself to do it. I was just so disgusted with myself I got dressed, gave her the 50 bucks and left. I also came very close to letting a guy give me oral once. Boy am I glad i have made some significant improvements since then.
     
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