new start

Hi, I thought about this on and off for a while, and then randomly found this support network, which is cool. I stopped eight days ago, and have managed to get through the bits where I was most likely to fail, being alone and awake late at night after being out. I'm thirty five and have watched porn for a few years online, and magazines before that since I was about fourteen. I really want to make this change and better myself, as I have felt like I am not really in control sometimes. The last week has been hard in parts, I really look forward to the point where I will have spent less that half my life with porn as a crutch. That means seven years from now to get that balance. good luck me!

 

Thank Spartan! Think I'm already feeling better, more in control. I feel like I achieved something today, a victory, a positive step in the direction I want to head in. I feel more confident that I'm okay.
I will stay Spartan!