What this is all about

Hey there every one, I am new in here and this is my first thread or even a message.
First of all I would like to say that english isn't my primary language and I might have some mistakes so try to understand me.
I entered here and I want to stop with all the so called PMO because I feel that its making me get more lonley every day, i'll explain:
It has been a bit over two years since me and my gf broke up, we were together for 3 years and she is my first love, It's been real hard for me to get back to normal since then and I feel that I had become a porn addict.
Since we broke up I haven't been in any contact with girls that aren't my friends and fell that this addiction is what making it, I have a high confidence but when it get to girls it just disapear, I am also trying once in a while but I just get stuck,
My feelings about it are like: "uh what the hell i'll just jerk off" and so...
I think that my confidence is effected with the idea that I am feeling inexperience and that I find in PMO a replacment and I am also feeling that this is effecting my self esteem also, I just want to get rid of it and start to pick up girls right and feeling good with myself.

So thats it, I hope that it will be helpful and I manage to get it real, peace out yall

 

There is an attraction but I am afriad to try and do somthing about it