Porn and Pot

I just wanted to say one or two things that I've been realizing about the anxiety I thought I used to have because I smoked pot vs the real issue. I would find myself discussing issues of confidence and fear in my head RELENTLESSLY when I smoked. It was a daily occurrence, smoke, stress, PMO. I will tell you that the PMO only ever made things much, much worse. I decided to quit smoking pot and said "this will alleviate the social anxiety I have and the lack of self confidence I show." It didn't. I continued to struggle on a day to day basis with feelings of inadequacy. I racked my brain for reasons, I'm young, have a career, have a happy family but I still feel unresolved then I realized "maybe the addiction wasn't to smoking pot but to PMO." Maybe the pot made the anxiety I had worse because of my real addiction that I refused to come to terms with, PMO. If you are hiding behind some sort of substance just know that you can give it up and clarity will show. I am without PMO for 13 days and have had difficulties and urges but they're more stressful than anything. Let's fight the good ya'll.