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I gave up.Relapsed 3 times today. I'm feeling terrible. I just did it.Tried really hard in the morning but I couldn't find any pleasure in anything. I didn't watch porn.I just started talking to random girls and M'ed 3 times.I've made it to around 22 days and the unfortunate thing is that urges Weren't anywhere.These 2 days changed everything.I'm not even sure of myself now.I feel like I have cheated NoFap.How am I supposed to be now?I've a high chance of going back to the same life.Things just seem so tough at this moment.
I'm sorry for breaking trust of so many people around here.Rejection got me to my knees.

 

I'm back. Never been more angry and disgusted with myself regarding this addiction. This forum used to be a great help, but I thought I could do it without coming here. Can't even make it past 4 days for weeks now. So I'm back and will visit here every day.

It's just so so so disappointing how I can't say no to the urges any more. Every time, I tell myself I'll just take a sneak peek for 5 min, then end up watching it for 2 hours or more. Disgusting.

Day 1

 

Which P blocker do you guys use for your computer? I need one that is easy to install and use

 

Its day 13 for me. Yesterday was absolutely crazy for me. If you want the full story, check my journal. But I will say that I felt a lot of emotions that could have easily made me want to spiral into relapse. (Sadness, hurt, betrayal, anger, frustration) But I dealt with them in a healthy way. Instead of numbing myself or distracting myself from them, I decided to let them wash over me. It was hard, but I felt a lot better after I was done. I'm really glad I didn't relapse, because it would have made it so much worse

 

YOU gave me strength to try again this week. Now try again. I know it's been a bad week for you. If you're feeling very low, wait for a few days and then start again and try something you haven't tried. No matter how many setback you face, the important thing is to hit the 90-day mark in the near future. The important thing is you're trying and trying until you make it.

In my case, I can't let down my guard and every day is a success. I cannot take PMO (or anything related to that) for granted, otherwise, I'll relapse. I'm on day 3 now. My record is 19.

After my last relapse, I upgraded to Premium. That way, I know I'm spending money on this every month, and I don't want to spend a lot. I got an AP and I bought some hypnosis sessions (https://hypnosis.wendi.com/products/break-free-end-porn-addiction-hypnosis-mp3-by-wendi-friesen) that are working fine. If that fails, I'll try NoFap Academy (https://www.nofapacademy.com/), and Compulsion Solutions (http://compulsionsolutions.com/). Remember, there is always something new to try.

Good luck!

 

My brothers...
Relapsed
It's Day 3 for me today I released on the 9th. My Will was so weak. Everything that day was horrible. When I woke up I couldn't even make my bed, I didn't brush my teeth, I couldn't brush my teeth, I didn't bath, I didn't exercise, I struggled to make food and I never felt so depressed in my whole life . later on in the day I just needed comfort... so, I M'd and O'd to a P-Sub on TV.

I made the excellent choice of shaving my head with a razor instead of normal clippers about 2 days before I relapsed, not knowing that the extreme skin irritation I'd feel would drive me near insanity by making me irritable. I don't know if this was a test or what but I sort of knew I'd slip during this period because I was entertaining a lot of P-Sub's and triggers while I was irritable and weak willed ... I was also 2 weeks into my cold shower commitment, well, that stoped after I relapsed...My head is still recovering and my hair is growing back (I'm never doing that sh*t again!). I just don't know how to feel guys...

 

We all make mistakes, get knocked down, meet resistance and face failure. but what matters is what you do about it. are you going to get back up on your feet or are you going to fully relapse? what do you want? what is your dream, your purpose?

 

anti-porn pro search it is on chrome store

 

89 days.
Day 90 is coming but i wouldn't relapse a shit, because I don't want to lose everything again
Let's go guys we can do this!

 

I relapsed today

But I'm not Giving Up

Time to get more serious. Now everyday is daily entry as watch and gauge my emotions, triggers, strengths and weaknesses. I am determined to not relapse EVER again.

I made it to DAY 6 and i slipped. NO MORE

okay restart. DAY 1

 

Day 27

Been working everyday which helps, work and then home to my family and back. Run down though and feeling it today, I think I have a cold. Triggers have been fewer and don't grab me as hard as they did two weeks ago. So far this has been the most pain-free reboot I've experienced. Grateful that I've managed to get this far. My social and emotional intelligence has come back strong. That alone is worth the reboot. I continue to force myself to look people in the eyes whether I'm talking to them or just walking by and smiling. My self-esteem is improving.

 

Ok day 128. So how is it now? The time between cravings and urges is getting longer. Much longer. In fact since I wrote my last entry 4 weeks ago I have only had 1 wet dream, but I have had sex once. When the cravings and urges do come they can be intense still and usually occur prior to a wet dream (like 1-2 days before). The benefits of NoFap are less obvious to me now but probably because I am taking them for granted and they are just a part of my NoFap life. But I have no plans to relapse, none at all. Keep up the good work everyone.

 

Do you know how i can activate a day 'counter' so i can track my progress?

 

Day 1:
It has been easy so far. I was quite busy today. The urges haven't been that strong. Will keep you guys updated on my progress. Wish me luck.

 

just click on anyone's counter and follow the instructions.

 

Today is the end of day 14 for me. I honestly am so glad that I have gotten this far. In October, I kept getting trapped in this 10-day wall of relapses that caused me to have my progress become stalled. I have a great feeling that this is the streak that I hit 90 days. It will happen.

 

So sorry to hear this mate after you were doing so well. I've had a bad run lately too after some good stretches before but I'm not giving up and neither should you! We are better than this, it is not going to define our lives!

 

Is it okay if I join the reboot now? I understand that I'm quite late to the party, but I'd really like to start the reboot as soon as possible

 

Day 91.
3 months without PMO, this is so amazing, I couldn't do this without you guys, I can't believe it.
I have finally achieved this goal and my next challenge will be 6 months.

 

Day 4