30 days - a new world

I started a journey exactly a month ago, 2 hours from now will complete exact 30 days.
I did not set a target of "X" days, I just think I will never PMO

This new world is very beautiful. This experience makes me remember a story. My niece was 3 or 4 years old, and he used to have headaches. He had a weak vision, and after many days, doctor gave him specs. When he arrived home with his mom, the first thing he said was "Have we washed our house? Why is it so clean?" and his mum burst into tears. The tears were of joy, that her son can now see the things clearly, but there was also a thought that all this time, he did not even see the things as they are.
My niece was probably too small to speak up that he had a vision issue.

But are we really grown up? If yes, then why I did not know that world can be this beautiful as well?

I have experienced or rather experiencing many benefits, few of them are:

1. More energy: I used to enervate so quickly. Now I do so many activities, but still spend most of my day with full of enthusiasm and alacrity.
2. Positive Attitude: Its not that in the last one month i have not faced the failures. But my perspective of looking at things seem to be different. I can look at the things as they are, not take them personally, and move on. This might seem far fetched, and a direct relation to the fapping might not be exist. In fact, I discussed this with one of the friends, and she thinks this is a placebo effect. But wait, I don't give a shit - whether its a placebo or the real impact. All I care about is the output, and I can experience it.
3. Relaxed body language: My facial expressions, the posture, and overall way of interacting with people has changed drastically. I used to hold the expressions of an eager fellow, eyes wide open, back not completely straight. While talking with people I used to lose eye contact within fraction of seconds. I cannot stress this single observation - eye contact sets the tone of the conversation. While talking with people I used to be protective, with my tone, with my gestures and what not. This has changed. I won't say that yesterday it was zero and now it is one. I guess its more of a continuous function. But not only me, people around me also have experienced this change. I have got compliments from 'nice to meet you' to 'i am already willing to meet you again'.

About fapping: I don't know if what I experienced was a flatline or not, because the exact definition seems quite abstract and I guess it is different for everyone. But from day 8 - day 17/18 I experienced a drop in libido. Nowadays, a morning wood is a usual activity. No wet dreams were experienced, but porn dreams were there in the first week, and then intermittently.

TL;DR: Not fapping has been a positive change, experienced more energy, positivity and change in body language. I would never want to fap again ..

 

good luck, bro. when i had a dream in the first week, i was also worried. but read it on forums that it is quite normal with the explanation: Your brain is habitual to P. As you have been away from it for a while those neuronal pathways are exerting stimuli response, kind of saying that somehow, this path has not been lit for a while. It is actually a good sign..

 

Thank you guys. We are together in this journey.
The responses simply tempt me to share the experiences more often. Of course, I will take care not to overdo it..