has anyone met women while Rebooting?

bro I relate to you alot. I tried jumping in a river a number of times can't swim hanging myself you name it. the pass 3 weeks or so I got off my ass and started taking ownership for my life. I was home eating like crap. eating chocolate, butterfinger, crunch, snickers, everyday in my bed, and the family size bag. I put on so much weight. I would jerk off, eat, watch tv, eat, videgames, jerk 3 more times etc. honestly man when I started back up with nofap I started going to the gym, eating right, doing positive stuff. it was like I changed so much. in less than a month I went from being pathetic to eating candy in my room and peeing in water bottles in my room cause I was to lazy to go to the bathroom. honestly man nofap plus eating right plus the gym can do so much wonders for you.it will literally change how you feel it did for me. literally my mom thought I was with a girl because of my sudden change. right now your trapped in the clutches of getting off to porn or p subs. everything to your brain right now is boring. life is boring. life sucks. remember your semen is life force energy. by jerking off to artifical stuff your depleting your essence of who you are that's why the depression is there. you life force energy is little to none. when you get going your brain will begin to normalize and the simple things in life will start feeling good again.
as for girls right now That shouldn't be your focus work on yourself and your self confidence and going back to gym and stop masterbating to porn. I'm always here if you need me man




QUOTE="Nofapsincebirth, post: 664534, member: 30731"]Yeah. You have a point. I have been depressed and suicidal for three months straight. Stopped eating, stopped working out, no sleep. I am 24. I am broke and have to distract myself all the time so I dont do anything stupid. It feels like I have lost everything and that I dont have anything left to live for. I know exactly how to do it and I am normally confident in myself but I just cant find the motivation anymore. I am going to meet a girl tomorrow. She is my only friend right now. Met her last week after not seeing her for 2 years. Still thinking about overdosing or jumping into traffic. Not even thinking about the date. Well, I managed to loose three girls in a week. I feel so off balance. People think I am insane. I say and do stuff that is way over the edge all the time. I messaged a girl on facebook asking her what she thinks is best of Valium and Rohypnol. Why the fuck did I do that? She probably wont talk to me again. It is like I want people to reject me.[/QUOTE]

 

lol bro I bought that book when I was in 5th grade don't read it its not authentic. look up david wygant blogs. and at the end of the day man the only person that can push you is you. people in this world are willing to help but at the end of the day your responsble for your happiness and life. it's the last month of 2016 take charge of it by the balls and bring on 2017.

QUOTE="Nofapsincebirth, post: 664537, member: 30731"]I feel like the Joker right now.. I am just one inch from loosing it completely. I have the mystery method on my computer. Maybe I should read it for some inspiration.[/QUOTE]

 

that's great man. of course sex with a biker chick would be great i wonder if there's one out there who is not to good haha. and I can see biker chick's just wanting to have fun and want more than one. BTW I never actually met a biker chick I only see them on TV