Hello

I've been looking at porn since I was 12 or 13. In the last few years, I have been looking at and collecting significantly more hardcore forms of pornography than I did in my early teenage years, and spending a greater amount of time doing so. I suspect that this is the result of social rejection and isolation, loneliness, and lack of intimacy, although I cannot be certain if my addiction to pornography is a cause, or simply an effect. Either way, I believe that I have an addiction that is affecting my life negatively, and I am therefore taking up a 1 month abstinence from porn and masturbation.

 

Thank you for showing me this video. I do believe that self improvement is the best way to combat feelings of loneliness and despair, and it helps to reinforce that point. I am hoping that once I have cleared my mind, I will be able to return to my music studies, and maybe learn a new language as well.