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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Renascer, Jan 28, 2017.

  1. Keys

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    So True , very worth it
     
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  2. APS

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    Click on their name and "start a conversation."
     
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  3. Keys

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    Welcome , you are in the right place to recover from porn addiction great support here and identification.
    I can relate to you commenting on your memory loss slowly but surely here by staying porn free my memory is gradually improving .
     
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  4. enigmaaa

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    Great determination sir,.food going...take care
     
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  5. Renascer

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    This week i make some clinical tests. Results high levels of cortisol, testosterna in low levels, vitamin D in low levels, thyroid in low levels, triglycerides in high levels.
    Since i left porno movies (two years ago) my brain started to nead more nicotine, more cafeine more sugar. this things increase the levels of dopamine.
    But i didnt stop mastubation. And when a year ago start to go in relations sites was my ultimate ruin. photos, cybersex whit "real" girls in camera, onother way of pornography. our brain can destroy us because the drug dopamine is in our brain and all the things that have dopamine the brain will hunt.
    That means that cybersex is a drug like crack. Porn in internet or in other media (like television) should be considered illegal.
    Is the most potent drug that exists and creates greater dependence. Dependence much greater than cocaine or crack. It is not a matter of violating the right of expression, this right can not be more valid than the sacred right to be human and who falls in this drug, a past with sexual abuse, a solitary childhood or adolescence that was not properly followed By the parents or by the person being obessive, or for any other reason, runs the risk of being completely annihilated. We can not sell souls by lifting our arms with freedom of expression. If it has been scientifically proven that this drug is more potent than crack, for the same reasons that crack is illegal pornography, especially on the Internet, should be totally banned. I know I'm being radical but who benefits only the shareholders of the companies that produce them, that we can treat them by big traffickers. Either the actors or actities practicing pornography are sold for money. This money becomes attractive to those who have no job or other means of survival. Slavery and diseases, particularly of mental illness, for the actors, for the consumers, and for society. It took a lot but a lot of pain and lose everything, but everything, and I do not talk about material things, I'm talking about health and family, to giving my testimony. I am a lawyer but because I am a lawyer, it does not make me less or more human. I can interpret laws and facts. Faced with the facts and scientific articles pain loss of health that this drug causes how can we face it? We can only fight so that this drug is banned and considered illegal all over the world.
     
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  6. Renascer

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    Cybersex is he most potent drug that exists and creates greater dependence. Dependence much greater than cocaine or crack. It is not a matter of violating the right of expression, this right can not be more valid than the sacred right to be human and who falls in this drug, a past with sexual abuse, a solitary childhood or adolescence that was not properly followed By the parents or by the person being obessive, or for any other reason, runs the risk of being completely annihilated. We can not sell souls by lifting our arms with freedom of expression. If it has been scientifically proven that this drug is more potent than crack, for the same reasons that crack is illegal pornography, especially on the Internet, should be totally banned. I know I'm being radical but who benefits only the shareholders of the companies that produce them, that we can treat them by big traffickers. Either the actors or actities practicing pornography are sold for money. This money becomes attractive to those who have no job or other means of survival, namely slavery and diseases, particularly of mental illness, for the actors, for the consumers, and for society. It took a lot but a lot of pain, that I still spend and lose everything, but everything, and I do not talk about material things, I'm talking about health and family, to be giving my testimony. I am a lawyer but because I am a lawyer, it does not make me less or more human. I can interpret laws and facts. Faced with the facts and scientific articles pain loss of health that this drug causes how can we face it? We can only fight so that this drug is banned and considered illegal all over the world.
     
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    This week i make some clinical tests. Results high levels of cortisol, testosterna in low levels, vitamin D in low levels, thyroid in low levels, triglycerides in high levels. Since i left porno movies (two years ago) my brain started to nead more nicotine, more cafeine more sugar. this things increase the levels of dopamine. But i didnt stop mastubation. And when a year ago start to go in relations sites was my ultimate ruin. photos, cybersex whit "real" girls in camera, onother way of pornography. our brain can destroy us because the drug dopamine is in our brain and all the things that have dopamine the brain will hunt.
     
  8. Renascer

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    Tomorrow i will do another RM nuclear with contrast. i will give you the results.
     
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  9. APS

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    You're making some progress.

    Good to hear. Will be waiting for further results.
     
  10. enigmaaa

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    Sir..u r very right.about.banning the porn industry..and the leader.of man are very much aware of it and they would not like to bann them because..it's a sort of modern era digital social control..making us mindless zombies...always ready..for the next high..the next novelty..anyways..Sir u are really going through a lot..I donot even know whether I am worthy of suggesting you but I feel that considering the extreme depressing situationb u r in ,u might have to get involved in some activity which gives u a strong purpose in your life..eg along with a very hard mode reboot..stay strong sir keep in touch...
     
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  11. Renascer

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    Thank You Sir for your Reply. I stay very close of my great two friends and every weekend i go there to talk lunch. i am firm whit my reboot. Than You very much by your support
     
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    For me is an adventure to go work every day. To try to work. My mew PSY is trying to stabilyze me. I did have before this PSY 3 others. Its a fight a great fight.
     
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  13. enigmaaa

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    Fight..on sir. It..will take.time..the years of crap that we have let take..control of us..will need time to heal but we must remain strong...stay in touch..
     
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  14. enigmaaa

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    If u r into it..some form of meditation..may.help..
     
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    Brothers, today I had the news of magnetic resonance. The news is worse atrophy of the pre-frontal part of the brain lost from the hypersignal of the hypophysis. I'm going to do the neurotransmitters on Friday. May have been from pornography aggravated by all that has happened to me in these four years. My testimony. I will give me more news.
     
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    Brothers, today I had the news of magnetic resonance. The news is worse atrophy of the pre-frontal part of the brain lost from the hypersignal of the hypophysis. I'm going to do the neurotransmitters on Friday. May have been from pornography aggravated by all that has happened to me in these four years. My testimony will give me more news.
     
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    Brothers, today I had the news of magnetic resonance. The news is worse atrophy of the pre-frontal part of the brain lost from the hypersignal of the hypophysis. I'm going to do the neurotransmitters on Friday. May have been from pornography aggravated by all that has happened to me in these four years. My testimony will give me more news.
     
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    Brothers, today I had the news of magnetic resonance. The news is worse atrophy of the pre-frontal part of the brain lost from the hypersignal of the hypophysis. I'm going to do the neurotransmitters on Friday. May have been from pornography aggravated by all that has happened to me in these four years. My testimony will give me more news.
     
  19. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    Thank you for sharing.
     
  20. enigmaaa

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    Keep in touch sir ,visit some good neurologist with your report,surely the atrophy..can be treated..keep sharing...sir
     

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