Billa wants an enduring recovery.

I'm Solomon from Ghana in West Africa, a 23year old guy.

The urge to watch porn commemced three months ago when I had to battle stronger sexual fantasies occurring mostly at bedtime. I've had to watch porn till I ejaculate as a means of releasing the undesirable state my urges put me in, thinking that will help me.

With time I realized the addictive nature of porn when even my guilty conscience could not stop me from watching it every evening.

Several attempts to quit watching porn have been in futility with my best effort making me sober for only four days.

My will to pray on a daily basis, as a means to help myself quit, have hit a record low point since I came to understand how helpful prayer can be.

I'm very desperate for help for I've been defiling my conscience for so long a time.

 

To keep myself occupied every evening with novels and meditations in the morning.

Movies or watching TV has never been of help.

I'd be glad to know from

 

How reassuring.
The support of the community, I very much appreciate.