what day and how do you feel?

I´m on day 21. I feel like a different person. I never knew that porn was an addiction to my brain for 15 years. The day when I realized that, I have COMPLETELY lost any desire to watch porn ever again. Some people said it is incredibly hard the first few weeks, but for me, I had no problem at all so far, never felt the need to masturbate, except at the end of first week, in the morning I was incredibly horny and had dreams that I am masturbating. I literally had to check that I didn´t

 

35 days since I started. On a 20 day streak. From someone whos been in a state of depression for several years feeling positive about the future for the first time. making realistic and concrete plans to improve my life rather than just fantasizing about doing crazy shit. Staying much more in the present real moment. Making plans to get out of my shell and explore interests that have just been fantasies up until now. Feel in alignment with the universe and that Im on the right path
Long way to go but Im looking forward to the journey

 

I can tell you really good actually. I felt addicted to masturbation at some points, but never really admitted that to myself, until recently. I just NEEDED to masturbate - I had this feeling inside me. Now I started seeing women differently, started looking more into what things are important in relationship, or in life. I started going out to walks more, instead of fapping. I feel a lot more normal, more productive, not doing the "wrong" things. My penis sensitivity is improving, I can tell. But it will take a lot more time to heal, I know that.