Where It All Started.

I used to be a good child who fears to do something wrong and all i cared about when i was a kid was girlfriends xD i used to have so many relationships with girls(friendly relationships) i used to write love poems to attract them and attract my friends i cared about my character and how should i improve myself to get loved more.

BUT! When i got 12years old some bad friends showed me a P video, i was really not understanding what was happening in the tape but i wanted to c it again without knowing it's meaning or value...
After a week i figured out that it made me horny so i Masturbated(IDK how)and i actually liked it so i kept on doing this while watching P for almost 4 years without doing my relegious chores(like praying and going to the masjid) which i happily used to do((

So i want to fix what my society did to me, lack of parental control and rules made get out of my innocent path, my parents didn't talk about PMO with me until it got too late :/

Believe me i did my research on how to stop PMO and found this siteD
I'm here seeking for help.
And i'm here to challenge and save myself.
~~Day 3
~~~Still Grinding

 

Great !
I'm on day 5 now^_^i feel much better!