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My Porn Addiction

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by NEVERGOBACK, Feb 21, 2017.

  1. NEVERGOBACK

    NEVERGOBACK Fapstronaut

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    This is my first thread here. I set my goal to permanently come out of my 12 years of porn addiction and masturbation.

    This is how it really started. I'm married for 5 years but my wife never knew that I watch porn. I recently doubted on my wife that she is cheating me. I realized that it was actually due to porn and not my wife cheating on me.

    All these years, I see how I stopped loving my wife. That is when I have started taking this addiction seriously and set the initial goals to myself. I have setup opendns and k9 web protection to disable porn on my home network. Sometimes, I feel the urge to masturbate but I'm able to control watching porn.

    Its been 8 days since I stopped watching this crap. I dont know if I'm really feeling this but I'm seeing to love my wife, want to hug her, comes in my dreams etc etc... only disappointment is that she is out of the country for 3 months.

    I hope I continue this without any relapse.
     
  2. Michael Svensson

    Michael Svensson Fapstronaut

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    I for one think its good that she is out of the country. If you stop with porn now and dedicate yourself to healing your mind and body. She will meet a different you when she comes back.

    What do you say? Are you going to fight this or what? Comitt to a 90 days promise, make your life better, what do you got to lose?
     
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  3. NEVERGOBACK

    NEVERGOBACK Fapstronaut

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    agreed. Thank you
     
  4. MemphisGuy

    MemphisGuy Fapstronaut

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    Just do what I do whenever I get the urge to fap I go to NOFAP & read these comments on the forums! It always helps me remember why I came here in the first place secondly you should keep yourself busy that always helps I'm on my day 9 of no porn use or masturbating! And I feel like a new man after 9 days I have more confidence in myself I can have a long conversion giving eye contact with another person! When I was fapping I had social anxiety issues but now I feel absolutely better I still have a long way to go but I'm sure I will get to where I want to be! Just remember keep yourself busy like I do in these 9 days I have no urges to relapse none whatsoever good luck on your journey!
     
  5. JamesWarrior

    JamesWarrior Fapstronaut

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    I would like to add a suggestion - if you feel comfortable, you could actually tell your wife that you've had a problem with porn. It helps a lot to get this secret out in the open, and with her support and love you could truly nail this addiction and put it behind you.
     

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