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I just relapsed. It wasn't worth it. It was quick and pointless. I wish I hadn't PMOed. I had a 24 day streak. Now I have to start all over at day one tomorrow. I PMOed again. So two times in total. Does anyone else feel gross and disgusting after they PMO.

 

Day 4 completed. Feeling good.

 

And this has been my longest streak in over a year

 

Completed day 3..

 

11 days done and feeling fine.

 

Day 16 for me. I am also meditating everyday. Not sure what- but I feel I am becoming a happier person.

 

Day 7

 

5 days clean.

 

I think we all feel like that after we relapse, that instant regret and self-disgust that hits right after an orgasm. That horrible feeling of feeling like you're a prisoner to your own body and trapped in a never ending vicious cycle. It's part of being an addict, we hate what we do, but we still do it because it's our chosen coping mechanism. Thankfully from each relapse we can learn a lesson, why we did it, what we could do better next time and what not to do. All the best on your next attempt, you can do this!

 

Thank you!!

 

Day 29. Good.

 

I'm in. Hard mode

 

It's like day 9, so 10% of it.
I deal with urges, but i try to breathe and keep calm like @JamesWarrior told me.
I feel stronger in my mind and more focused. It's like i have a better understanding at work.
The withdrawal : i lose patience with kids more often.

 

Day 4 successfully completed

 

I just relapsed. I rationalized that it would be okay to PMO because I am sick and in general feel crappy. Wish I hadn't done it, but it is done and over with and tomorrow is a new day.

 

I did it once today so why not a second time. I PMOed twice today in total.

 

How many days before this program gets over?

 

Ten days in.
Double figures.
It's oddly easy so far compared with other failed attempts - almost looking forward to it get more challenging. Doesn't feel like I've been fully tested yet!

 

Just joined this site.I've accepted the 90 day challenge and this day 2.although it's hard and I nearly relapsed today,I'm already noticing positive changes.

 

6 days clean.