121 days pied success

So it's been a rather long and crazy journey thus far and this is by no means a full success story. To set the scene I'll take you guys back to 4 months ago when I needed extreme amounts of fetish porn and jumping from scene to scene always looking for a bigger rush. I have a pre porn fetish for tickling that has been the exclusive outlet for release in my life, I was unsure if a reboot would help because by definition a fetish is something that is "required" to get aroused. This is bullshit. I still have the fetish FOR SURE but I have been able to in the past few days achieve a very strong erection to sensation alone. This is very exciting because I have had many opportunities and failed attempts at sex with beautiful women and have failed and I thought I was doomed, there is hope. I have also early in this journey during a flatline, gone through depression and anxiety about my erm.. size. This is gonna sound made up but I measured my sensation alone erection to a little over a half inch longer than I ever have. I'm honestly blown away by this and understand if skeptics out there reject this claim until they see it for themselves. It's not all peachy though the past few days I have had more urges and horniness than even at the start of this journey and this has led me to seek and see images that I would consider pornographic. This is a first on my journey and a new challenge that I WILL fight back against. Just seeing an image, without lingering, that I would've seen regularly 4 months ago was enough to give me several hours of brain fog, lethargy, lack of motivation, and knocked me off my workout routine. This is my first and only reboot I do not restart streaks because there is no going back. It is a one way battle that I will win. I have the upper hand now.

 

No I haven't and I'm not sure if it would be successful or not at this point

 

Thank you

 

That's awesome that you have conquered your fetishes, congratulations buddy. I on the other hand still have mine, it's innate though and I would imagine it's here to stay. I am no longer as worried about it though because the intensity of it has diminished substantially and I believe I will be able to function without it or incorporate it in a healthy way. It has been a source of anxiety and shame my whole life but I am now much more at ease with it and look forward very much to exploring it in the future.