PMO free for 13 days, then anxiety came...

Bruutal,

I dont want to oversimplify this. Because Ive been in your shoes and I know how hard this is. But ultimately this comes down to one choice: do you want to be addicted to porn, or not?

Are you willing to do what it takes to get past the shitty stuff? or do you want to fap the rest of your best years down the drain?

Time to buck it up, and kick this fucking thing man. Life is short! Quit fucking around and get this done.

a little bit of tough love.

-None

 

Its part of the process brother, check this video out

The reboot can be a complete hell, you just have to understand that this is part of it and it cleaning the crap that your brain has been fed for the past years

 

You're welcome, it sure is! Feeling horrible can come anywhere, I've felt terrible both in public and at home, to the point where I actually cried. You have to continue if you want to beat this addiction, the only way to get cured is to walk through this hell of a journey.

You're not alone though, so if you need any help or need to ventilate, it's recommended to use the forums where people will most likely not even judge you despite how crazy you are

Goodluck brother

 

I feel you on the numbness part. I got hooked on porn at age 12. (Ten Years Ago). I think the reason we feel numb and anxious is because we no longer are using our drug of choice (porn) to hide from our deep seated beliefs about ourselves and life in general. Whenever I used to feel stress of ANY kind I would immediately turn to porn in my teenage years. It's just like any other drug or alcohol.. We do it for the high and to run from our pain. (NUMB). Trouble is, when we numb our pain we also numb the joy that life has to offer. :/

Just got to keep moving along. Replace the porn habit with something new that SUPPORTS our growth and well-being. Lately I've been asking myself WHO WAS I BEFORE PORN? This helps give me ideas of activities to engage in that are positive. Keep up the great work!

 

I have in my plans to going voluntary to army, and to serve in army 6 months... It will bring me discipline and i will be focused on things which really matters to a man, and not to a stupid pornography.

I'm also depressive, anxious... But i trying to cure this with doing things "out of your comfort zone"... Do something unusual everyday, something that will bring you happiness and pleasure while you really effort for it. Porn bring us "pleasure" while we don't need to effort at all, that's why it's easy to became a porn addict.

Keep it up bro, accept this anxiety as a part of your reboot, you will be better soon!