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Guys, wtf, you won't believe what just happened!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Veronico, Mar 13, 2017.

  1. Mar 13, 2017 #1
    Veronico

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    Guys, I just watched 2 PORN VIDEOS and I did not get an erection. My penis was vibrating for few seconds on intervals and then I controlled it completely and it stopped. I still had 2 minute on a video about 2 girls ASSLICKING and I did NOT get an erection.

    I literally saw like a whole porn page with many videos showing up and I looked at their preview and there were girls asslicking and also fucking. Nothing happened.

    I controlled my penis. It was trying to go up and kept vibrating untill I totally controlled it. I kept repeting myself "hey wait a fucking second: I am not there, I am not having sex, so what's the fucking point for me to have an erection and jack off to this bullshit?"

    and the biggest part of all of this is, I did not have any sexual urges to watch those videos. I just did it to test my libido and control it.
     
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  2. Mar 13, 2017 #2
    Rikarwb

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    First of all, if you're going to be explicit, at least put a trigger warning !

    Second, maybe you're just in a flatline. Or you really have a good control over yourself.

    If so, don't play with fire ! You might not get "sexual urges" or "erections", but you might just be producing dopamine off of those 2 videos, leading to a more compulsive behaviour.

    Be careful !
    Just the fact that you watched "ass licking" videos, and nothing more "tame" ... leads me to believe you still have a problem with porn. I might be wrong though
     
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  3. Mar 13, 2017 #3
    Veronico

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    Actually, I watched those type of videos because I thought it would make me get an erection instantly since everyone love butts lol ( not sure I'd actually do that in real life though, lmao ), but that's not the thing.

    I really don't even have the urge to watch any of that bullshit for the simple fact that I think rationally and there really is no point in watching people having sex because you are not even the one doing it.

    I literally just watched it to test my control over my libido and I totally succeded. And no I'm not in a flatline.

    Currently on 78th day of NoFap.

    Oh, and sorry for the excessive expliciting lol.
     
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  4. Mar 13, 2017 #4
    Gladiatori

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    Trigger warn plz...about the licking stuff. Its makin me wanna watch the shit! Nyways. Its a great test of will that u can do that. Just be careful. This shit u can lose aginst easy man. Im a proponent of jesus saying to flee all sexual immorality. Reason being sex energy is stronger than us. Eventually u will lose if u go to a boxing match against that filth. Ive done what u said b4 though. I KNOW there is no way in hell i will be a.nofap no p without God. There is just no way i am.strong enough against this evil myself. Careful when u play with fire bud :).
     
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  5. Mar 13, 2017 #5
    django.the.chainbreaker

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    God what did I click on here.
     
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  6. Mar 13, 2017 #6
    Deadlihood

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    Asslicking is so gross, lol.
     
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  7. Mar 14, 2017 #7
    django.the.chainbreaker

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    I wish they had some dying of laughter tears emoticon options.
     
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  8. Mar 14, 2017 #8
    Gladiatori

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    Hahahah!
     
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