音楽の聖域

Welcome to Ongaku No Seiiki. I don't speak Japanese so please forgive me if you do and I am totally saying Musical Sanctuary incorrectly.

This is a sanctuary of music. Post as you please but I felt compelled to share sounds that aid in transforming moods or thoughts that bring one closer to relapsing. Motivating lyrics, videos of nature, healing vibrations, whatever floats your kayak you may post about.

 

Breathe.


(If I still took drugs this would probably feel so smooth on a nice dose of tryptamine or phenethylamine.)

Inhale.



Exhale.



Smile

 

Contemplating reincarnation is deeply sobering...if you don't get it right in this life...well the universe has a way of repeating the 'lesson' as needed.







And this was the moment, from which I was waiting // The beacon of light, to quickly bring me from what’s fading // Amidst the chaos we kick and scream, but in the ashes we find our identity // A resounding cry that pierces his core, feet slamming into the ground he lets out a roar // Down but not out, with a purpose to fight for // The flames in his soul, are the drums of this war // Awoken from slumber, rising from ashes // He proudly bears the scars of life’s lashes // A blazing inferno, debuts his rebirth // He begins his crusade on Earth // The sound of one’s heartbeat that’s fading away // Echoing, ringing // He is broken but not beaten // His body accepting this life he was given, and now the phoenix has risen // He has broken the shackles from prison, and now he flies away // A newfound revision is coming, emerging from prison // The planets shift as he dons his crown, and regains all his dignity // The sound of one’s existence, being more than a dream // And with this thought, reality tears at the seams

 

Whoa boy some folks may be wondering just what kind of 'sanctuary' this thread here is with that post right above. A sanctuary that aims to bring one closer to genuine contentment through truth.



Facing one's demons is no walk in the park and certainly sometimes we need to absorb bitter lessons to reach a place of steadfast driven purpose where fapping simply is no longer an option or we are totally disillusioned with stimulating our own genitals as a way of expressing what is most sacred to us as humans, our sexuality. Monkeys and dogs masturbate, surely we as humans can grow out of such a tendency and reserve our sexuality to add fire to a relationship.

You know what makes me sick, pro-masturbatory articles backed up by Kinsey research. Kinsey can DIAF.

You can either masturbate or you can transmute. I think I know what makes more sense to me when it comes to getting ahead in life, http://www.sacred-texts.com/nth/tgr/tgr16.htm

 

I wonder if valiant knights in a place like Dragonia fapped? What sort of visual stimulation did they use if they were indeed wankers? On second thought I don't think too many knights masturbated, naturally testosterone levels were high back then due to the lack of porn tempting men to drain themselves of hormones. Kind of seems like technology has 'neutered' males on a grand scale today lol, the government probably doesn't mind having many subservient flaccid fapper drones to use as mindless cogs in their corrupted machine.



Take another look at yourself
Tell me
What do you see? (what do you see)
Your soul's reflection
Is it (is it) what it used to be?
So take another look at yourself
Tell me, what do you see?

Answers revolve around our heads like figures of our imagination
Measures are taken to purge pleasure and take life in as pain

This is bigger than you and me
'Cause this is bigger than you and me
Alarms as you wake from this dream
Human fellowship is sacred
'Cause this is bigger than you and me

Take another look at yourself
Tell me, what do you see? (what do you see)
Your soul's reflection
Is it (is it) what it used to be?
So take another look at yourself
And tell me, what do you see?

As we move along, waiting here
Our days repeat and increase
Your default setting
Runs your life secretly

Which direction are you heading?
Escape this pressure
This is bigger than you and me

(Alarms) Alarms as you wake from this dream
Human fellowship is sacred
'Cause this is bigger than you and me
(Alarms) Alarms as you wake from this dream
Human fellowship is sacred
'Cause this is bigger than you and me

Separate yourself from the machine
Embrace your own identity
Separate yourself from the machine
Embrace your own identity
Escape the pressure

 

Well we fell off the wagon. Not like a fall where you get a little scrape on a dirt wagon path, more like falling into a demonic abyssal plane of torment right into the substance of demons that rejoice in the deepest darkest indulgence of unadulterated lust you can begin to fathom. Thank goodness I did not have a stroke or heart attack and die (long story how my addiction has progressed this far) due to chemicals my addict brain demands once the slightest bit of edging has been engaged in.

I am grateful to have hope of gaining positive support offline I need and for being fortunate enough to see a counselor until this support is connected with offline. Also very grateful for this wonderful forum and community whom is also a tremendous support.

I didn't start the day on the right note but quickly reformed in the morning and had a good day. Will be an even better day tomorrow.

You know what I realized today, that all this focus and importance I have placed on sexual transmutation and sublimation of vital force is actually counter productive for me. I should be focusing on doing the right thing, always doing what is proper and not partaking of anymore wrongdoing. Energy means nothing if you have no sense of morality and ethics. What is a man no matter how vibrant and energized he may be if he is not a humane and benevolent person, who engages in sexually deviant behavior even if he holds his mojo within for 'power'? True power lies in righteousness, the source of universal energy is heavenly, not demonic. Granted we are talking about heavens beyond the desire heavens and the palace of Mara the ruler of the heavenly demons and king of the desire realms. The universe favors the virtuous and compassionate, and has painful lessons in store for those who deviate from the proper way.

Masturbation is entirely upside down and abnormal. I don't give 2 fuckin shits what goddam Kinsey backed studies someone may link here referring to benefits of jackin off (go vegan if you are concerned for your old prostate lol who the fuck would waste semen for the sake of their health wtf?!). Now we all have to come to direct realizations for ourselves and I certainly do not make judgements towards any pro-masturbators here. Just sharing my direct insights.



We have to reach higher not only in physical health but also in our hearts if we want to find not only true and lasting success and fortune but also a deep inner abiding peace and joy. This is actually more difficult than any workout you can ever put your body through.

 

When addiction has brought your mind and spirit to the wicked depths of depravity, shame, poverty, and utter scorn then perhaps you will see morality in a clearer light and begin to understand what is right and what is wrong in a universal sense.

A C.S. Lewis quote and Hatebreed track to get pumped for the day ahead of brutal physical punishment by way of HIIT, a tractor tire, and the bar.

This is more than a song, it is a self help video for high octane people who have had it up to their necks with the shit life has thrown them,



'For me the real evil of masturbation would be that it takes an appetite which, in lawful use, leads the individual out of himself to complete (and correct) his own personality in that of another (and finally in children and even grandchildren) and turns it back: sends the man back into the prison of himself, there to keep a harem of imaginary brides. And this harem, once admitted, works against his ever getting out and really uniting with a real woman. For the harem is always accessible, always subservient, calls for no sacrifices or adjustments, and can be endowed with erotic and psychological attractions which no real woman can rival. Among those shadowy brides he is always adored, always the perfect lover: no demand is made on his unselfishness, no mortification ever imposed on his vanity. In the end, they become merely the medium through which he increasingly adores himself . . . . And it is not only the faculty of love which is thus sterilized, forced back on itself, but also the faculty of imagination.

The true exercise of imagination, in my view, is (a) To help us to understand other people (b) To respond to, and, some of us, to produce, art. But it has also a bad use: to provide for us, in shadowy form, a substitute for virtues, successes, distinctions etc. which ought to be sought outside in the real world—e.g. picturing all I’d do if I were rich instead of earning and saving. Masturbation involves this abuse of imagination in erotic matters (which I think bad in itself) and thereby encourages a similar abuse of it in all spheres. After all, almost the main work of life is to come out of our selves, out of the little, dark prison we are all born in. Masturbation is to be avoided as all things are to be avoided which retard this process. The danger is that of coming to love the prison.'

If I ever have a son (before I even may contemplate getting a lover pregnant I would make sure my past wrongs have been redeemed in terms of casual sex, lusting and fapping) that boy will be training authentic martial arts as soon as he can walk. Morality is the most important education a child can be given and learning to be a virtuous person and benefit others the highest lesson to be realized.

 

I don't think human beings are born depraved or evil.



I truly believe in innate human goodness. I think people are very much 'products' of their environment and 'behaviorally inherit' their parents' thinking patterns and habits naturally by being close family.

Also the media these days has a tendency to bring out the worst in people, do be careful what you choose to consume through the senses my friends.

It's time to wake up.

 

Lusters tryin to boost their sexual prowess by abstaining from PMO, gots to have pity for em. How long until they realize porn is as addicting as hardcore drugs like heroin and cocaine let us hope they never find out. How someone thinks masturbating to porn is a healthy expression of sexuality is beyond me, unless they are completely in the dark and uninformed. A few links for such people,

www.fightthenewdrug.org

www.semenloss.info

http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=15558.0

Needless stress lol. Last time I approach such a luster's thread around here.

 

I am not anti-masturbation gentlemen as much as I may seem.

I understand in today's world men are bombarded with energies that influence them to fall into the upside down vice that masturbation is, I don't care how infrequent one masturbates the very act of it alludes to a disorder from nature.

This is the reality of the world we live in. We have been so far removed from living in harmony with nature that this habit of masturbation has spread like a sickness across the entire world.

I love all of you. Please don't feel I am shaming anyone still masturbating or who enjoys pleasuring themselves, by no means am I. I have been there, hell I am still sick. But I realize now we can and will heal, if we join as one and live in harmony with nature, finding a balance with the forces of yin and yang and offering one another love and understanding while we all reach the place where our desire to fondle ourselves naturally falls away never to return.

Let us walk together in harmony and respect.