Self-Mastery May 2017. Time to be PMO-Free in May, official monthly commitment thread.

Today it is day 5. I had great difficulties today to socialize with my friends at university. I was, let's say, as turned off, it was impossible to my brain to follow conversation. I was very bad for this thing and the reaction was the will to come back home and PMO, because in PMO I could find relax, I could fell loved (as if those girls were there to love me...), I could fell the time dissolved and every fantasy could realize. All this is an illusion, because I would have still been worse than now. Anyway , this experience, with strong urges, made me understand how it is important rebooting. I want to be alive, I want to be able to socialize, to converse with others, I want to fell a normal person (even if with a great problem called PMO). In this state how could I find a girlfriend? Ok I can expand social context but if I am not able to be present at the real moment it's very difficult. I can say only for today I don't want to PMO, just this day because I have no control on tomorrow.

 

Let's fucking do this!

 

Three days in and I fall. Maybe doing this by month isn't the best tactic for me....

Still, if anyone needs encouragement, let me know; I'll stick around to provide morale.

 

Good luck
Today is day 16 for me,Just watch your thoughs,avoid porn And u Will be fine

 

Yeah, it's the watching of the thoughts that gets me. Once I fail at that, avoiding the P and M becomes harder.

Any tips for redirecting?

 

May is an important month for me, I absolutely don't need to be a slave of orgasm any more. I know I have committed so many times in the past and I have failed, but it will never decrease my commitment to let go of this pathetic addiction. I will promise that I will whatever it takes me to do to stay away from lusting, masturbation, orgasm, perfectionism, OCD. I also promise that I will not self medicate through this addiction, rather I will keep validating myself and keep letting go of emotions that will bring me down. I ask God to help me with this commitment and I hope you guys wish me luck with this commitment.

 

Sign my haughty ass up sorry not much more to say than that this month.

 

So I've failed for May, but I have a goal of a 30-day streak (to start). Objective: 2 June!

 

Self control........ that's the key. We need to hold and feel the urge pass through our body. Im in, and i will start my 90 day reboot today. Everyone, good luck i hope none of you ever relapse may you all be blessed!

 

Be strong pal, it's not easy to get out of this shitty habit. i read this a few minutes ago:

"if i quit now, i will soon be back to where i started. And when i started, i was desperately wishing to be where i am now"

 

I'm in. I succeeded in April to go an entire calendar month without relapsing and was successful. I'm ready to do it again.

 

I'm Totally in!

My First Indulgence here..
Lez see how it goes!

 

I've doin' it wrong for so long. This month I sure oughta know what it finally feels like to be Doin' it right

 

I am happy to join. Day one. Going to be a good journey. Here we go (again).

 

Haha i love the song
It should be in the Guardian of the galaxy vol.3

 

im in

 

Day one completed. Some urges and thoughts.

 

I fcked up , opt out

 

I fail challenge... But not give up

 

No way to fail. Easy work