65 days - A new birth of "me" waiting

I don't know where to begin and what to say, Im confused.
Im addicted to fapping and Pmo'ing for more than a decade since my teenage years, if I remember i started watching porn since I was 18 years old.

Now, 65 days into NoFap, flatlining since day 30 and I started doubting if NoFap really works but yesterday was something different,
I woke up and I had very little brain fog, (i was having brain fog since last 5 years),
then I felt huge urges to make love (not to fap or watch porn) but to make love to a real woman. The urges was too much but I held back since I knew "Edging" to urges will not help me and put brakes on my progress.

Now today, I woke up, I did not feel urges, I had no brain fog, but today I was filled with energy , the same kind of energy I felt when I was 16-17 years old, I felt like a little kid.
No desire to have sex, nothing just full of energy, I watched outside my window and I really enjoyed trees and birds singing.
I started doing things which I used to do in my teenage years, no thoughts of sex.
But when I do force myself to think about sex, damn!!
I feel like an animal and I start getting some tension down there, though Not full Erection but definitely something begins to happen .
I am getting a taste of what real libido looks like. I know I still have a long way to go, but I can see how amazing NoFap is.

But I just want to say to my fellow fapstronauts brothers that if you really want to see results of NoFap, STOP EDGING , otherwise you will not move forward, edging will keep you in a position called "stalemate", you will neither go forward nor backward and you will think NoFap is useless and give up finally.

Once you stop edging, (i guarantee you, the strong urges you feel will subside in a day or two), and then you will be happy and there will be no urges anymore, trust me I have gone through it all.

The biggest roadblock in NoFap journey is edging, just stop edging and the urges and fantasization will stop themselves after 1-2 days of urges.

I am yet not qualified to tell since I still have not completed 90 days but sure I can tell you to learn from my mistakes and don't do the mistakes I did, to make your recovery fast and quick.

Best of luck my brothers, Love you all

 

No I was not drug addict, I was actually orgasm addicted.
I used to use it as an escape for life, if Im under stress I orgasmed, If Im under anxiety I orgasmed, If Im sad I orgasmed, If Im happy I orgamed etc.
So I used it as an escape for life, and now things are certainly getting better, which drugs were you addicted?
Heroine, cocaine or meth? Or all of them?
Dont worry dude, you will get better 100 %, just dont give in, let your receptors heal .
Best of luck

 

Maybe you just taking more time to heal, just hang in there bro.
I already thought of giving up on nofap , because I was getting anxious and I had a dead dick and zero libido all along, but now Im feeling libido and sexual arousal, I can tell you its all worth it.
Just hang in bro, there is light at the end of tunnel.
Just go through the tunnel, and I guarantee you life will be so bright once you reach the end and experience that bright light

 

I am bro, and you too keep going strong
Best of luck

 

Thnx man.

Thnx bro
Edging means playing with your penis and jerking off to the point of orgasm but stopping right before ejaculation.
Its one of the worst things you can do during your reboot.

 

Try to avoit it.