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Self-Mastery May 2017. Time to be PMO-Free in May, official monthly commitment thread.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Administrator Account, Apr 30, 2017.

  1. johnsmith17

    johnsmith17 Fapstronaut

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    I really love it how some people are poetic about this behaviour. Its like we are fighting this Lavithean or the Kraken or Hydra loolz. Its nice sometimes to have a bit of humour.

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    But ye, i'm using a count down timer of 14 days. I think my headaches and pains are going to strike tomorrow for the next 3 days then it will be urge surfing again. I hope to reach 14 days and stretch it out further to 21 days.

    I will join youz again in June.
     
  2. johnsmith17

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    Man I was at that stage in bed around 4am unable to sleep. Instead of leaving the bed and reading a book to get bored and fall asleep again or remain awake for the rest of the day I tured instead and followed my urges. I wish i didn't. I went up to day 11 in this challenge. I'm trying again.
     
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  3. focusonthegoal

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    Find what may be triggering your relapses, i.e. social media and do your best to eliminate that trigger

    you got this
     
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  4. Sammy247

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    I started today. The urges do come but I cannot give in. I must rescue my future from dis monster. Enough is enough. The period before I went for about 10 days before I suddenly relapsed. Now am deadly committed. Thank u Lord Jesus
     
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  5. Smartboyj

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    Hey guys!!!! I've got to DAY 13 of May and I'm pushing ahaed , day by Day !!!!

    I'm looking forward to getting to end of this month and to be able to say that for the first time in my life I have not looked a P for one whole month...

    Hope you are all well
     
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  6. w95chris

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    Day 74 the urges are returning now but i am stronger and i am able to fight them without much effort.
    I have never come this far before and i am not giving up now
     
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  7. Hey guys, I was feeling urges, wanted to go and watch some P. But I came here and it reminded me of my commitment with you about this month. Things are getting more quiet thanks to God and you! Thank you guys! We can do it together!
     
  8. Smartboyj

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    74 days is amazing man!! Keep going and fighting , you deserve a great life without P
     
  9. ProfessorW

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    Just getting current....PM free since Tuesday morning. Lots of life triggers and I'm in my most vulnerable time. Plans are to not be alone and to go to bed when my wife does and not get up in the middle of the night except to pee.

    Feeking pretty good.
     
  10. abutrustworthy

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    So I had a good 18 days of abstinence from masturbation and orgasm, but last night before going to bed I did my prayers and meditation and went to bed and then woke up in the middle of the night in half conscious mode, got some huge cravings for orgasm, but couldn't think very rationally, started some negative self talk like "I am a jerker masturbator, I wont cure, I should masturbate, etc.." and flipped myself down and rubbed against the mattress and orgasmed. I wish I had not done that, but it is okay it happened in half conscious mode. I know it sucks to reset the counter , but I will reset it anyways because an orgasm happened. I am thinking of putting some readings or signs or something in my bedroom that is readable in the dark like lighted frame poster in which I can write few lines maybe if next time I got triggered in middle of night I can read it and my senses and rational can kick-in and help me avoid a relapse.

    No matter how many times I fail I am committed to throw this addiction out of my life.
     
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  11. Maddey

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    I'm in and i intend to Last more than a month. Wish me Luck
     
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  12. stepatatime

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    I'm in. Starting (Day 0) on May 13, 2017.
     
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  13. M4s1cF@n7

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    Day 3 completed. Some urges and thoughts. I also know why these occurred
     
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  14. bermalux

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    Day 10
    First thought surprises but I keep on going for all of us and for myself! This is my work for my better future!
    Keep on rocking guys!!!
     
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  15. Maxxx

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    Si ricomincia da martedì 30 maggio 2017 ore 8,00
     
    Last edited: May 30, 2017
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  16. fapstopper

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    I have failed numerous times this month, eventhough i felt better during my small streaks this month. I'm stepping on the NoFap train again!
     
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  17. Shaun Scott

    Shaun Scott Fapstronaut

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    I'm out!! Reboot.. reboot .. reboot... arrgghhh... I'm now on day 2!
     
  18. Nikee99

    Nikee99 New Fapstronaut

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    Hello, I am new and starting today. My best regards to everyone here.
     
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  19. Letsgoandgetclean1

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    Can I join for the rest of the month?
     
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