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I am a PUSSY COWARD, Will NoFap make me brave and not scared to death of people

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by nada fap, May 20, 2017.

  1. nada fap

    nada fap Fapstronaut

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    Ever since porn I've been a little coward, scared of everyone no confidence,always scared to death of people who aren't even shit themselves. Im 18 now and I started turning into a pussy when I was 15.

    It just happened out of nowhere. I became scared. Before Id always stand my ground and stand up for myself and back myself up, and made sure nobody could talk shit to me and that nobody would bully me.

    I started viewing porn at age 10 and when I turned 15 I became tur opposite of what I used to be. And people discovered this and that's when I started getting bullied and picked on because people knew I wasn't going to do shit. And I became a bitch in peoples eyes.

    now Im 18 and it hasn't left me. Will NoFap help? Just recently I was bullied at A house and violated. A guy started pushing me saying what would you do if an OPP started on you. He said I wont hit you just need to make sure your on point, and everyone else said, yo he won't do shit, were just testing you. Then he and every one else realized that Iwas pissing my self and scared to death, even though I knrw he wouldn't do shit.

    Then thats we he found out im weak and scared and actually started violating me. If it was back then Id defended my self and defuse the situation when they said were just testing you and everything would br fine id just be sat doen chilling. But because im scared shit 24/7. This guy knew and actually violated me. And him and 2 other guys tied me up and shit and put me on a bed as a scare tactic, to test me. And they said why didn't you do anything, why did you let us do that. I said I don't know. It happend again, got tied up, this time 2 more ppl making it 5. And KNIVES were pulled out. In both situations, I kinda walked to the bed ma self with out being forced, all they did was say get on there now. I knew they weren't going to beat me up or stab me, But why did I listen to them And let myself get tied up. They even said yo thats messed, you kinda let us do that to you. And they say you shouldn't be scared.

    and now I actually get bullied and shit. They said I need to stop being scared. If I wasn't on pirn id probably defuse the situation at my first chance. And then they know Im not a coward and shouldn't he Fuked with.

    I mean I was even made to do push ups, sit ups, and punch hands and pillows and have ma guard up to block shots, they were saying oh you need to he ready. I ddmt wanna do it, but didn't have a choice, I wasn't beaten up, Just put through a fyking hars work out, I didn't say No, I don't know why, why am a bitch pussy. Its almost as if porn won't let me function properly and this is why this is happening. Even this guy knew I was a straight Alpha back in the day.

    I just hope No PMO will make me the guy nobody used to fuk with like back then. COz Inwouldnt take shit from anyone, and I was brave as fuck. Id back myself up, I was a warrior. Will NoFap make it go like that again????

    coz if it will I will commit to it 110%
     
  2. Hey man,
    Nofap will help you to be the person you want be. Nofap alone will not cure this behaviour. It will only help you to find the way to help yourself get better.

    You will need to work on this problem. Read some books about selfdevelopment, about being assertive, etc.
    You've got to put in the work man, but nofap is really a step in the right direction.
     
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  3. Tesslynne

    Tesslynne Guest

    Quite insulting to read you referring to being "a pussy" and "a bitch" as in feminine=weak. As a woman this offends me.
    BUT that aside, I'm sorry you went through that. I think anyone would be scared of someone waving a knife around or most people would.

    Anyway, yeah I think and I hope no PMO WILL help you get back your strong self who WON'T let people mess with you like that.

    I'm also tempted to add please consider reporting them esp but not only if they raped you which it kinda sounds like they may have done??
     
  4. Happy Man

    Happy Man Fapstronaut

    Nofap doesn't give you Superpowers

    It give you more free time to improve on your life
     
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  5. lantti

    lantti Fapstronaut

    It does help a bit. Atleast with women. Constantly being slave to your own desires makes you slave in real life, which is why you are afraid. Helps with social phobia greatly, atleast I have experienced it to help ALOT.

    Not everything can be helped, but this does help.
    And I have to say, high school and porn does kill spirit. About the same time I lost my motivation to do school stuff, when I started watching porn. SO definitely you should try this out!
     
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  6. Alexhexvans

    Alexhexvans Fapstronaut

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    Man up for ya self brother.. nofap will help you.. ask yourself - why the fuck would you even need porn? Seriously.. when you are on public, use your imagination towards woman you find attractive on the stree
     
  7. Alexhexvans

    Alexhexvans Fapstronaut

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    You fool, watching porn will kill your sex drive and attraction, watching porn will fuck up your reward system, thats why its called "Rebooting"
     
  8. nada fap

    nada fap Fapstronaut

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    Nah I wasn't raped.
     
  9. lantti

    lantti Fapstronaut

    For someone who has never experienced any other reward than jacking off easily for computer screen, being able to enjoy little things in life is something out of heaven. It multiplies while days goes by, and suddenly that fire starts burning in heart. That's the superpower. Normal for the normal people, but addicts must cope with being inferior, and when they beat their addiction, they gain big pile of willpower which can also be descriped as superpower. This journey does take superhuman strength after all.
     
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  10. lantti

    lantti Fapstronaut

    Stop this. No need to be hostile. We have a same cause. Get over your stupid pride both of you. United we stand, divided we fall.
     
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  11. Kevmart87

    Kevmart87 Fapstronaut

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    So are you joining a gang?

    NoFap a side you need to improve your self confidence. Go find a boxing gym, one that trains people to actually get into competitive boxing. Train and spar. Get into the ring and get your nose broken. Learn how to take and throw a punch. I don't care if your 110 lbs, some 200+ lbs punk steps inside you personal zone defend yourself. I have been hit in the face by a 125lbs kick-boxer who puts 225 lbs men to shame.

    Do not do marshal arts, you can but you need to get in the ring and fight. Trust me you will not be so scared anymore. People will see it in your face and they wont even test you.

    I don't know who these bully's are but you should not hang around them. Also file a police report, don't be a victim.
     
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  12. Happy Man

    Happy Man Fapstronaut

    Apart from calling me a fool. I actually agree with what you say.

    Still though, nofap doesn't give you Superpowers

    It gives you more free time to improve on your life

    I have no idea why you go around, calling people fools and dumb cunts. It just makes you look really silly. Why don't you put your idea across, with out insulting people???
     
  13. Alexhexvans

    Alexhexvans Fapstronaut

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    beacuse nobody seems to care what is nofap and what are my suggestions.. im sorry for calling you a fool, youre not, we all have our own opinions
     
  14. Veeav

    Veeav Fapstronaut
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    I don't know why nobody said that he did nothing wrong - you were bullied dude there is no excuse for these guys who did it to you, don't be so harsh on yourself.
     
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  15. nada fap

    nada fap Fapstronaut

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    Nah. These guys are like a little gang or so. And they be acting like im part of it, but am not. Well some are and some aren't. Am tryna sell some shit and these guys just happen to be in the house some should be there because they also sell for the same guy. But some people just cone to smoke weed and fuck around. Before I was going there for no reason but now am only going to go for business.

    Hopefully NoFap helps me to be more brave and not scared and shit.
     
  16. Kevmart87

    Kevmart87 Fapstronaut

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    NoFap will have zero effect.

    Your options are:
    1) Get out of that environment.
    2) Get swol, and train to fight.
    3) Join the Marines, they will toughen you up.

    Expecting that not watching porn and masterbating is going to make you tougher is wrong. You will be disappointed.
     
  17. HappyDaysAreHereAgain

    HappyDaysAreHereAgain Fapstronaut

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    What does "actually started violating me" mean if you were not raped? It sounds serious.
     
  18. Mattsfreedom

    Mattsfreedom Fapstronaut

    @nadda fap

    Why would you continue to buy from someone who does this kinda shit? This is just weird why would they tie u up in the first place. Stopping porn isn't going to help from getting bullied tied up, threatened with knives etc. You should take yourself out of that environment.
     
  19. Kevmart87

    Kevmart87 Fapstronaut

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    Why are continually subjecting yourself to this. If there "products" are that good then you have already accepted the compromise.

    I'm betting it's not worth it.
     
  20. nada fap

    nada fap Fapstronaut

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    I'll learn how to fight
     

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