This is Terrible

I am only a few days in and I feel like I am going to explode. I am married and stuff at home is not going well. No outlet there. I work in an office of females and many that I find very attractive. One girl stopped by my desk today to chat for about 10 minutes. She's 24 and straight out of college. All I could think about was how bad I wanted her and imagined us "together" and how it would be.

I feel utterly disgusting. I know that typically, women are not even close to thinking the same of men. And I'm married. This sucks.

Rant over.