15-30 days 4nd part of the thread (For people that getting advanced yet!)

Hi. I've made it to day 16 for like the second time I think in many years. I had a couple of good streaks last Fall but I don't remember getting past 20... so, here we go.

 

When I make it to 2:30PM tomorrow, I will have broken my longest streak.

I am having urges now, but of course I am. I'm an addict. Gotta keep moving forward!

 

done +3 days ..
wish you can do it

 

Just a few more days left for me. Anyway all the best guys.

 

Struggling tonight, but going to fight. Might take a sleep aid. Well that's kinda the opposite of fighting, but making it to morning pretty much guarentees the record!

 

I'm on day 15!, I've just finished the other challenge.

 

I am on the 18th day too.. like I don't even know when did I quit it. Seems like ages. Only to do the math and find it was just 18 days ago. However, I would like some insights on this journey of 18 days and what I felt during those time.

Human body naturally resists change and so did mine. Luckily this time it did not resort to PMO, however I watched silicon valley episodes to fill in the time. Well, but my life seems to be stressed, a bit and to be honest my mind is not at all drifting towards PMO. However there is one thing which hinders me. Is it ohk to have a boner while fighting the hard mode. Like a natural boner having seem something crazy in the mall or your colleague? Or do I have to start over again from the beginning. Also, once during this 18 day period, I happen to experience night falls (the event when your sperm comes out while you are in deep sleep and you come to know only when it's morning, without any masturbation and PO). Is this a normal stuff as I had this only a couple of times before.

My mind is adapting and changing and yes changes takes time. I truly don't get the feeling of seeing porn now and that's seems a great improvement on my side, however these little stuff worry me. Having seen my colleagues cleavage when she dress inappropriately, night falls, an occasional boner...; are these incidences ok to be experienced. Is this the part when my body is undergoing transformation..?

To be honest, I feel, its the girl whom I like is responsible for this change. I haven't met her in 6 months and we only talk via WhatsApp, but there certainly seems to be a change in my behaviour and outlook.

I happen to lose weight over the course of 1 month, I don't get any urges to watch porn or masturbate or do any other stuff, yet life seems a bit dull, boring and gloomy. I guess it's part of the transition that's undergoing and the sign of bad stuff leaving your body.!

Anyways, I felt like I should share this to you all! It's better to share your journey and how you felt. I also found that I am wasting a lot of time as compared to the time before these 18 days, but I feel that time was worth wasting in other non productive activity than to resort to porn for a temporary dopamine shot and happiness gain..!