why do we fall bruce?

Just experienced a relapse.
9 days- a new record
Although it was inevitably going to happen(given my porn peaking approach) , I believe that my willpower to resist is stronger. There were some close calls that I willed my way through. I was really impressed that I did not succumb to my addiction those few times.

And my dreams were intensely sexual, to the point were I slept an extra 6 hours on thursday just to revel in the dream world. The dreams were out of my control but I chose to enjoy them longer. I think it was more than lust though. My brain wants a mate. Maybe I'm following a biological pattern from my parents since they were together at my age. Alas, I do not have a girlfriend right now and have given up chasing girls until this problem is under control.

Moving on, I'm re-upping for the next NoFap session with new conditions.

-No intentional porn searching
-No intentional edging even with images in my head
-And only 10 minutes of facebook/social media per day (Might as well)

If I break any of these conditions I will reset my counter