My mind is playing tricks on me

Today I've made it to 13 days and for some reason my mind is playing tricks on me. I was lying in bed and I grabbed it and gave it two yanks before I said no just to see if I felt anything be cause I haven't been able to get an erection without thinking of porn and even when I do think about it's barely any arousal and for some reason my mind is telling me u came. You fucked up your a disgrace. Start over. Watch porn masturbate and start over but I refuse I've made it two weeks finally and I refuse to give in. I know that as days go by my mind will trick me, it will make me feel guilt, shame, confusion, anything to beat off again but I won't give in I refuse. I refuse!!!

 

You got it my fellow Spartan I'm fighting be cause I want to experience wat it's like to be truly alive to be truly human I'm staying strong!