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Zig-Zag curve of Flatline in my journey.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Decade_Old_Fapper, Jun 16, 2017.

  1. Decade_Old_Fapper

    Decade_Old_Fapper Fapstronaut

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    Im 127 days into nofap and i have already experienced zig zag curve in my journey.
    • I go into flatline and start to doubt my sexuality because I dont feel sexual at all.
    • Then, 2-3 days later, I feel return of my urges. Urges last for 1-2 days, and then urges go away and flatline returns.
    • Flatline again lasts for 3-4 days and the urges come back. Its kinda like a cycle.
    • But I have noticed 1 thing that , everytime flatline ends and urges come, the urges are a little bit stronger than before, maybe because of more sensitization of my receptors.
    • I am pretty sure that if I go for sex now, I will be able to have sex if I force it , but I want to feel my libido naturally not try to force it.
    I want to know is this normal or weird? I feel dreams of cuddling with a woman, or sometimes having sex with a floppy cock .
    How long will this cycle go? Ugres-flatlines-urges-flatlines-urges-flatline.....
    I am tired of this cycle, how long will this go on? When will the receptors will completely heal?
    I also feel like a zombie, no emotions, no motivation, although I have more confidence and less social anxiety and less panic attacks in public.
     
  2. Shane1985

    Shane1985 Fapstronaut

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    I'm unfortunately on the same boat.
    I think flatline means healing and each time we get flatline, we end up getting more sensitized I think its brain setting sensitivity, we should just wait.
    It is going to take time : years of abuse cannot be corrected in few days, weeks, or months, just have patience and hang on, there is light at the end of tunnel.
     
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  3. Decade_Old_Fapper

    Decade_Old_Fapper Fapstronaut

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    I m waiting, but i dont see such ups and downs. How can you feel really horny one day and absolutely nothing the next day.
     
  4. Anghel Florin

    Anghel Florin Fapstronaut

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    mhmmm. on and off - on and off - again...
    "How long will this cycle go?" - i'm quite curious myself.

    and what i got from other forum posts compared to my experience is that the whole process is extremely subjective. at a raw sensory level it might be similar, but if we try to describe it we'll get biased in our words. but these cycles are there on most of the stories...

    even though i don't know anything for sure about this NoFap, since i started I have a weird warm feeling of being on the right track.
     
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  5. HappyDaysAreHereAgain

    HappyDaysAreHereAgain Fapstronaut

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    I can certainly admire anyone going through such a rollercoaster and staying on track for 127 days. I had it a lot easier. A long dull flatline is easier to handle. You are doing great, stay on track, and I hope you can begin enjoying the ride.
     

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