The Restart!

Hey man, start a journal in the 23 y/o section. That way you can keep all of the updates [maybe post milestones ect. here] within a confined area. It will keep all of your journey in one place and help you see how far you have come. It also helps keep the thread count low.

Great job setting a goal. It's tough starting over but don't think of it like a re-start. It really isn't. You're on a lifetime journey that is bound to have it's highs and lows. You should search for a spreadsheet as a "counter" can be demotivating to some people. A spreadsheet can help you keep track of progress rather than simply "Resetting" your counter.

 

I've failed so many times. So each time I get tempted, I have a montage of my failures flash in my head, then I'm like "yeah, not worth it bro". So sometimes, failure is necessary.

 

I also feel depressed at night and I would cry when there is no body aroud me. But everything has to be moved on in the next day.
So cheer up! Believe in yourself.