Flatline of the Century

Oh my goodness guys... this is weird. Super intense flatline when I'm over two years into NoFap.

Oddly enough, I'm not sure I can tell you when this started, I guess I just noticed for a few days in a row my morning wood hasn't been very impressive. Yet it didn't worry me this time or anything. Every time, this was followed by a day of just like, not having sexual thoughts nearly as often, not giving a bunch of thought to women in that way. It has probably been a week.

Anyway, today I went to Starbucks and the cashier was actually kind of obviously attracted to me. Interesting that she was, and interesting that I noticed it which I often don't with girls. Yet still, this morning I woke up with lame morning wood and then I didn't really have any random sexual thoughts.

Could it be that my mind and body are finally freeing themselves from the cycle? This is interesting if not kind of alarming, and I don't know what to think. It has been going on for awhile. Only recent change I've made that I can think of is that I've finally established a workout routine that has been consistent for a month.

But wow, anyway... I do not remember the last time I felt so careless about sex in the visceral sense. I mean, it's still in my head but it's just, the mind-body connection that makes it an obsession is not there.

What the fuck is going on?