15 years old male, and countdown to 100 days

It.s incredible how i got to this day, day 95.
What i can say about these almost 100 days is that was one of my hardest periods of my life.

Strugglings:
1. Taking decision.
I think that taking decisions, like to fap, or not to fap, was the biggest struggle for me. I just ended 3 times touching my p but never masturbate. But all is just decisions we take, you choose if you look at that dirty picture or not, or to think about sexy lady, it.s just our choice.
2. Wet dreams.
Wet dreams really helped me to get free from all that pressure but in the same time it maked me more horny cause i was always thinking about that dreams and tried to remember what i saw.
3. Stareing at girls.
At first, this wasn't such a big urge for me but with the time, i couldn't resist the temptation and sometimes, just failed and looked at girls butt or tits, without fighting hard enough to beat the urge.

Benefits of quitting pmo:

1. My skin colour really improved.
2. I start seeing a woman or a girl not like a toy anymore, or like a slave. I realised that females are human beeing too. They have a soul too. They need love and attention just like us, males. But how they.re dressed, sometimes really freaks me out. The dresses are more and more shorter, the pants are more and more slimmer, and that just to freak males out. And this is their foul not just ours.
3. My anxiety redused very fast.
I think that this is one of the best benefits, quitting porn instantly gives you. Now i can talk to girls and boys very easy and i can say that now i.m anxious free.
I even went to a date with a girl, me, who last year, couldn't speak to a girl front in front.... Yeah, big improvement.
4. I'm more stronger pshicaly.
I think more now, and meditate more. I analise every situation and
5. I start to learn more for school and exams.
6. I am really happy with my new life and this makes me very proud of myself and gives me more confidence.
7. I learned how to defeat P and m and how they destroy my life. I also learned how to stop failing against P and m substitutes.
8. I have more control over my life. I can handle my decisions easyer but i still need to work on how to spend my time.
9. I spend more time with friends and family.
10. I found friends and people who are fighting with the same struggles as i do. This community, NoFap, is one of the best thinks that happend in my life. You people are really great. I really appreciate that i was helped with tips and advices since the first day i entered this community.
It wasn't easy my journey, but with the help of God and yours i overcome pmo.
I was helped and i help too.
Thanks guys for all your support.

I will upload daily, the last 5 days 'till I'll get to 100 days.
Hope i won.t relapse until then )

 

Day 96
Was a hard day, many urges to fap but i was strong. Tomorrow big day, I'll have an exam for highschool.

 

Thanks guys for all your support!

 

Day 97.
With the help of God, i did very well at the exam. And i think i.ll get a good result.
Here, the maximum you can get is 10. Like A in USA. And i.m very optimistic.
I.m happy that today i helped my mum at work and i see that my life is getting really better and better.
Some urges today to m, cause i was alone at home but i beat them.
This week i.ll have some other 2 exams, one in math. I really need to work for a big result.

 

Thanks for your advice. And yes, i want to go farther, i know it sounds impossible, but i want to quit pmo forever.

 

Finally, the big day has arrived - day 100.
Day 98 and 99 were really hard cause i had that exams and i really think i.ll get good results. In the last period of time,i have more and harder urges to fap when alone and i end touching my p but then i realise that this will lead me to m.
So day 100,
I really haven't really thought that i ever hit 100 days of Nofap. I hoped but never really believed.
I feel great, tomorrow i.ll start to workout.
I.m very excited of this holiday and i.m looking forward to work out really hard in this summer holiday.
I hope i wont relapse this summer cause i know urges will be bigger: women with bikini at beach and so on.
Really excited of hitting 100 days

 

Thanks for all your help and support! You.re amazing guys. )

 

Ok, I'll pray.
And just believe, that you can do this with the help of God.