One day in and looking for a reboot challenge.

Hey everyone!
I'm happy to join the NoFap community. I spent all day yesterday reading the starting guide and the Porn Addiction 101 article and I'm ready to reboot.
I'm 20 years old and I started watching porn when I was 13. I would watch it for hours a day, even on a laptop in the living room (risky, I know lol.) I never masturbated until I was 17. At that time I was being sexually abused by someone I knew who was also 17. This person abused me mentally for 2 years and introduced me to masturbation. When I masturbated for the first time I felt really guilty because my Religion forbids masturbation. After that this person forced me to masturbate in front of him while he did the same. That lead to an addiction to masturbation on top my existing porn addiction. Since then I have recovered from the abuse and received the proper health treatments through therapy and psychologists, but the PMO addiction still remained and therapists waved it off by saying its normal for
people my age to do PMO.
My goals are to stop PMO, exercise regularly and eat less. I'm 290 lbs and my weight will very soon cause me health problems. I am also diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome, and getting off of this routine of PMO will also be a bit of a challenge. I believe that rebooting will help with my anxiety and nerves and also help me in my treatment of my Aspergers. I don't know how adult life is without PMO. I regret wasting all those years in my teenage hood PMOing. I PMO about once or twice a day, with and without porn and I feel that a 90 day reboot will be a bit over whelming.
I like to hear what everyone has to say concerning reboot and which challenge I should take. I have gone 1 day without PMO. I will be posting more on my progress on the journal and reboot threads.
Sorry for a long post, I just really wanna get commited to this. I know it will not be easy but I know this community will help me out.
Thank you and I look forward to hearing from you all!

 

Bump

 

Bump. I guess I won't be hearing from anyone. Sad.

 

Thank you! I really needed that. I think browsing the forums will cheer me up a bit. God bless.

 

Thanks so much for the kind words! So far so good

 

Same here. Whenever I get temptations I come on here and it reminds me of why I started rebooting in the first place.

 

I messed up. Less than a month after I made this post I relapsed and I kept going for almost a year.
I relapsed after moving from my old childhood home to a new one. The stress of the move, the unpacking, the clutter of boxes filled the rooms and stacked upon each other reaching the ceiling, losing items and setting up furniture. All of that really stressed me out. I tried my hardest not to PMO but after a week, I gave in. I've been going back to the same routine until now. One of the most difficult things I can imagine is returning to the forum, admitting my failure and starting over again. It feels like I'm back at the beginning. Does anyone have any advice? I want to start over, I have to try again and accept that relapse is part of recovery.