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Made it through another night

Discussion in 'Rebooting in a Relationship' started by ParvusSapentia, Jul 22, 2017.

  1. Jul 22, 2017 #1
    ParvusSapentia

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    My wife doesn't love me. She doesn't want me. She is actively looking elsewhere, and didn't come home until 4am.

    I struggled to suppress my loneliness and horniness last night and this morning, but I've made it through!

    Despite being unable to stop thinking about how horny and lonely I am, my daydreams have not been of a pornographic nature. Daydreams of kisses and the smell of a woman's hair... longing doesn't have to mean darkness.

    My life is riddled with problems, but masturbation won't even solve the horniness problem.

    Porn will make everything worse, because it is not in line with my true values.

    today is my 85th day past porn, and my 50th of no pmo
     
    ParvusSapentia, Jul 22, 2017
    ParvusSapentia, Jul 22, 2017
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  2. Jul 22, 2017 #2
    WarrierMonk

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    You are doing great bro....84 days is pretty good...I am sure you will get better.
     
    WarrierMonk, Jul 22, 2017
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  3. Jul 22, 2017 #3
    JakeWoods

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    Stay true to your values and everything will be alright.
     
    JakeWoods, Jul 22, 2017
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  4. Jul 22, 2017 #4
    Aklaborer

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    Right on, bro.
    Just wanted to say there's a Loneliness forum too. I'm sure you know about it but I read through all the post at least daily for the past 5 days. Been feeling especially down and stuff. I welcome you to post there too.

    If you need an AP let me know. Accountability Partner. I've yet to find one.
     
    Aklaborer, Jul 22, 2017
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  5. Jul 22, 2017 #5
    Caped Crusader

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    Congratulations on your successful streak. Cling to your values and I hope that your wife has a change of heart.
     
    Caped Crusader, Jul 22, 2017
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  6. Jul 22, 2017 #6
    Puretim

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    I feel for you . I lived with my daughters mother until 3 years ago. For most of our time together she not only didn't love me but despised me and always made sure I knew it. We share a daughter so I see her regularly. I had other addictions that were more prevslsnt then , where the porn came in after I quit gambling close to 2 years ago. In my opinion your doing great. For myself , im trying to put the the time and effort that I put into my addictions into recreating my life and becoming the man I truly want to be . A good life is very attainable. Keep on the path.
     
    Puretim, Jul 22, 2017
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