Severe Depression

This is all you need brother. You have let the things around you weigh you down so much that you rely on PMO for help. I won't lie to you , it does help... Help to weigh you down more. Have you ever thought of this "a ship does not sink own its own unless water start getting it" it stands firm in the midst of the ocean and of the seas and roaring storms. So brother do not let the things around you bring you down. "There is some hope alive" like you said. Dwell on that hope, let your mind be occupied on how you will take hope from some to much then so much. I am still a 17 year old student in the same addiction as you are(PMO) so I would never say for the moment that I understand what it means to be jobless and broke, But I'm realizing that it's(PMO) ruining me, my studies, my relationship with people family , I've just loved my self since 13 . Lastly sir THERE IS SOME HOPE ALIVE is all you need to turn your life around. I'm sorry I can't help you with your financial situation but I hope this post encourages you to build that "some hope".

 

Its not easy. I can relate man in this last year ive lost my job, my good home (now live in a dump and work a very low pay job just making ends meet) i have lost most of my friends and even had to give my pets away as i couldnt afford to look after them.

Im almost at day 40 of tgis journey and so far i feel empty and hopeless, like there is no point to existing.

All i have is hope, just a belief that somehow ill turn things around. It is possible i know that it is

 

I'm glad I could help.

 

I'm a little bit into the same situation as you. I m fighting with life since 9 years.
I'm today on day 40 but feel like shit, even clearly worse than before.
How much long are supposed to last these withdrawals?

 

As long as it takes seems to be the only answer