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VyMe
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VyMe

Fapstronaut, Male, from Germany

I went solo and made it far. Over 220 days! That was almost a year ago though... now Im constantly struggling to get past 7 days. Need help. Jan 19, 2020

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    1. VyMe
      VyMe
      49 days. I thought if I made it this far, I would no longer think about porn, unfortunately I still do... on a regular basis... ah... why...
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        These thoughts never disappear but they do not have further control over you, you are in control now, stay safe.
        Mar 7, 2018
    2. VyMe
      VyMe
      45 days. I wouldn't say I still have urges but I do miss porn and the excitement I got from it. I still visualize videos in my head everyday
      1. Deleted Account likes this.
    3. VyMe
      VyMe
      I hung out with friends which is something I haven't done in months, I felt amazing and alive again. Life's not great yet but not bad either
      1. Rising Sun !! likes this.
    4. VyMe
      VyMe
      34 days and I wouldn't even describe the way I'm feeling as "okay". I feel like my life is just as bad as it was 34 days ago, if not worse..
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        It is just a "feeling" not a reality..
        Feb 20, 2018
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      2. joarev85
        joarev85
        It is Flatline, it will be better. You are better.
        Feb 20, 2018
      3. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Flatline, at the moment I'm also in a flatline. Be strong brother and it will go away. Your brain is playing tricks with you.
        Feb 20, 2018
    5. VyMe
      VyMe
      Holidays ended and now I'm back to socializing. 33 day streak but wouldn't say too much has changed. Maybe I'm not as awkward, but that's it
    6. VyMe
      VyMe
      32 days and yet I still have strong urges everyday. Maybe its because Im on holiday which is the biggest challenge for me, not giving up tho
      1. A leaf likes this.
    7. VyMe
      VyMe
      I've reached 26 days but I feel like I'm really close to relapsing, I need help...
      1. Blue Phoenix
        Blue Phoenix
        Tell me why you started and struggled these 26 days!
        Would you like to endure this again?
        Feb 12, 2018
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      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Distract yourself, do some exercise, cold showers, change your environment. Think about your goal and focus all your willpower on resisting the urge today. Worry about now now, worry about tomorrow tomorrow.
        Feb 12, 2018
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      3. VyMe
        VyMe
        Thanks guys, holidays are hard for me, I want to change because I want my friends back and when I go to school everyday, seeing them look at me as the weird guy motivates me to try and make them look at me as the awesome guy they used to know, but when it's the holidays, I don't see them so I forget why I started my reboot. What you guys said helped me, thanks, luckily I didn't relapse.
        Feb 12, 2018
    8. VyMe
      VyMe
      As expected, the holidays begin and I start having more and stronger urges. I really hope I don't relapse, I'm only 5 days away from 30 days
      1. Blue Phoenix likes this.
    9. VyMe
      VyMe
      24 days completed and now I have holidays which is a problem because I relapse on holidays the most because of how bored I get, wish me luck
    10. VyMe
      VyMe
      A close friend that I split apart from due to my addiction said "He's back!" After I made everyone in class laugh like I used to, FINALLY!!!
    11. VyMe
      VyMe
      I'm very happy with the streak I have of 19 days, I think about it often, but when I do... naturally I think of porn, too many porn thoughts
    12. VyMe
      VyMe
      30 mins til midnight meaning my streak will be 18 days, just 1 day away from my longest streak ever. Hard to believe I've made it this far
    13. VyMe
      VyMe
      My longest streak was 19 days 2nd longest was 14 & though it's been tough lately I'm proud to say that I currently have a streak of 15 days!
    14. VyMe
      VyMe
      Its not just about beating the addiction but also about changing your life, unfortunately my life is awful and there's not much I can change
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      2. VyMe
        VyMe
        It's just that the biggest relapse trigger for me was boredom and now I'm trying to reboot and I still haven't fixed my boredom problem, nothing has changed since before I tried rebooting. I have something I dream of trying - MMA but the thing is that it requires a couple hours, go somewhere, do it and get back home.
        Jan 31, 2018
      3. VyMe
        VyMe
        But when I do have free time on school days, It's not enough free time for an activity like that. I only have time for it on weekends and I checked, not only are there no places around me that do MMA but they're all also on work days
        Jan 31, 2018
      4. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Everything is possible, my friend. When there is HOPE, you can achieve anything in life.
        Jan 31, 2018
    15. VyMe
      VyMe
      You know... I would have never even tried watching porn if I knew I could get addicted. Funny how easily this could have all been avoided...
      1. falafu likes this.
      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Hindsight is always 20/20!
        Jan 30, 2018
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    16. VyMe
      VyMe
      My streaks are lasting longer! Went from 2-8 days to 7-15! Currently on day 12 and feeling really positive, putting my life back together!
      1. Code Hero and Warrior Within like this.
    17. VyMe
      VyMe
      Lately been relapsing a lot but with the holidays, I am finally able to workout. Feeling confident about this streak, always am but... still
      1. Deleted Account and Jocker like this.
      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        It's work. It's a simple program, it's not easy. It works if you work it. Read the literature, read journals, write in your journal, go into the forums and share your experience, strength and hope. Have I mentioned it's a program of action. More than about NOT pmo, it's about making a better life.
        Dec 29, 2017
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    18. VyMe
      VyMe
      Only 2 days in so probs too early to speak, but i feel like my recovery has taken too long, made me very weak, which now makes me try harder
      1. Arohamystic
        Arohamystic
        You are on the path to recovery - and that itself is something very awesome. You'll be surprised at how soon you'll bounce back to your pre-PMO self!
        Nov 29, 2017
        VyMe, 2525 and Warrior Within like this.
    19. VyMe
      VyMe
      Still battling every single day, but knowing that unless I relapse, I will never have PMO in my life... That's a pretty hard pill to swallow
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Stay on point! Keep busy, take a walk, smell the roses so to speak and keep coming here and you will be fine. I am standing behind you, cheering you on :)
        Nov 26, 2017
        Beamer, Arohamystic and VyMe like this.
      2. Arohamystic
        Arohamystic
        It's a hard pill to swallow - but it is a pill that will transform your life - opening the way for better and brighter things. You can do this!
        Nov 26, 2017
        Beamer, Deleted Account and VyMe like this.
    20. vxlccm
      vxlccm
      Glad you are here. It's a sign of huge strength that you're trying so hard. Keep it up :)
      1. Beamer and VyMe like this.
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Germany
    Occupation:
    Student
    I've been addicted to PMO since 2016 when I was a teenager and by the time i had realised it, it was already too late, because I had lost my friends due to changes caused by this addiction. This is pretty much the main reason why I decided to make a change in my life.

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