Sebastian

I'm 31, but I "discovered" online porn actually very recently like 4 or 5 years ago, I have masturbated pretty regularly since puberty, with a little guilt (I use to be a catholic, I'm an atheist now) at the beginning I didn't even like porn, I found it kind of tacky, you know the YouPorn kind of porn.

Ok, time passed and I was in a couple of really non-challenging jobs so, I started to surf for different kinds of porn and eventually ended watching gay porn, which I really like, well, the kind you find in Tumblr, nothing too rough.

I'm now in a long distance relationship and my girlfriend visits me for week at a time, so on that week we have a lot of sex, but I have found myself unable to orgasm with her and even picturing on my mind porn while having sex with her.

On my past relationship I had the same problem, but I didn't look at porn or masturbate because my girlfriend lived very close to my house and after a couple of months I was able to orgasm more "naturally" with her and the sex was great.

In my current relationship we have kind of mutual masturbation by Skype, and a couple of weeks ago I found myself doing it with her but "secretly" opening a porn website in order to orgasm easily, that's when I knew something was wrong.

As I said before I don't have any religious motivation and actually I defend masturbation as a healthy habit when done with measure.

I'll start today this journey that hopefully will end on me quitting online porn altogether to enjoy my sexual life as I want.